another lovely health obstacle for me.
i have a full blown case of mono. i thought mono was just when your sleepy but no, its being so sleepy PLUS ... inflamed tonsils w/ puss on them (gross), swollen/puffy eyes, swollen spline and liver, nonstop nausea, bumpy rash all over your body, fever, extreme pressure in the ears, congestion, vomiting, weak body..etc. the only thing i haven't experienced so far is the vomiting. thank god. i can barely swallow i can't imagine passing food the opposite way through. it'd hurt incredibly bad. im a train wreck. i just want to get better. i absolutely hate this. i hate having to lay around day and night to regain unreachable energy. i hate that no one wants near me. it makes me feel so -- excluded and far away. i hate waking up a million times during the night because i can't ignore the pain. this can last 2 weeks or 2 months. i hope it goes away soon. its been a week as of tomorrow. but i guess you get mono 2 months before the symptoms show. crappy. well im going to go watch more movies with my ma.