Oct 11, 2005 02:18
Three years have flown by so fast. Its funny to think about what I was, and who I thought Id be three years ago. I know I have changed quite a bit, I am not even close to what I was back then. It seemed that those days would never end. What we shared was amazing and I would never give it up for anything. You both meant so much to me, crazy how fast these three years have flown by. I saw you in a dream, a little less than three years ago, and to tell you the truth, I can still hear your laughs and see your faces in my head. I always wondered if I would forget you, and honestly that was one of my worst fears. Every night before I went to bed I would try and remember anything and everything that I could about you. I'm sure some memories have faded, but there are quite a few that stand out in my mind as if they had happened yesterday. I don't know what I would have become without you. Those awkward high school years wouldn't have been as interesting or meant so much, I wonder what you've done for the past three years. Wow, three years seems like a long time. My life has turned around so many times, but I have held on for the ride, and to the memories. Don't congratulate me for this, I just hope you know that I cant and wont forget!! I'll always hold on to everything that I have.
Three years ago, October 13th was the worst day of my life. Looking back it makes me realize how great my life has been! Thanks a lot guys!