were is the person i use to know?

Nov 10, 2004 17:39

i stare at a picture from 8th grade graduation and i am starting to cry. why is this? do i miss 8th grade? yes, i do... there is just a part of me that longs to be with sophie and chondrea again. they could look at me for milisecond and know that i was upset. i didnt have to explain myself to them or tell them why i did something unless it was ( Read more... )

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lilmspink November 11 2004, 11:22:00 UTC
arielle, privacy is something that u need to take responsibility for.
you can't blame others for not respecting your privacy when you have
no respect for your own or others. when you opened youself up to those
for attention in such a manner, you threw away your privelage to privacy.
this you must take responsibility for. you know how people gossip... they
did it at willows, they do it at notre dame, they do it at montclair and
even in our parent's workplace. this is life. how you choose to take
responsibility is your own decision. but you need to quit blaming and
hanging on to the past because the past is the past, and you're not 14,
you're 17. if you think that running away to college, running away from
your problems is going to solve anything, its not. how will you be able
to function 3000 miles away on your own when you can barely get it together
in simple daily tasks. im sorry for being mean, but it just seems to me,
and im sure others, that you don't get it. you're grounded for a month,
do you even know why? the choices that you have made may have seemed fun
or adventerous, but look how it has not only effected you, but everyone else
around u...

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life_dreams November 11 2004, 17:38:22 UTC
i do know why i am grounded carlye and i am paying for it everyday. the feeling i was trying to express in this entry wasnt that i was up set up with no privacy i was mad that i lost it and mad about my choices. also i was trying to say that i miss the person i use to be when i am 14 and wondering were that person went.

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