were is the person i use to know?
i stare at a picture from 8th grade graduation and i am starting to cry. why is this? do i miss 8th grade? yes, i do... there is just a part of me that longs to be with sophie and chondrea again. they could look at me for milisecond and know that i was upset. i didnt have to explain myself to them or tell them why i did something unless it was wrong. sophie and me still keep in touch and i can tell her anything that pops into my mind and she wont care why i asked. now my friends at mcp can do the same, but there is was something different when i was at willows. i long for the days were i woke up in the morning waiting to be with my friends and i still like that, but there was something different about the atomsphere. i didnt have to watch what i said or what i did. maybe cause i had a level privacy that i have lost. did i lose it b/c i did something wrong? all my friends say no. i miss that feeling. the right of being a human being is to have a level privacy. all i have to say is my desination for college has changed once again, and this time i am aiming for the farther place away from LA and Cali.
goodbye for now!
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ps hopefully this is just a phase i am going through and hopefully soon this feeling will go away.
pss longing for the days of this past summer and wishing that summer was a lot sooner than it was.
goodbye for now!
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ps hopefully this is just a phase i am going through and hopefully soon this feeling will go away.
pss longing for the days of this past summer and wishing that summer was a lot sooner than it was.