An update
No one reads this, but I thought I would update it anyway. Since I last posted, my entire life has been changed upside down. I began seeking Christian counseling to deal with my sexuality. I don't know where this will all go. What I would want is to be heterosexual and married with kids. Right now I just want to be able to relate to other people and live a healthy life. Slowly, it has been happening. I have shared my "struggle" with my closest friends and they have all been supportive. With on friend in particular, the guy who I am attracted and attached to, he has been very supportive but the friendship is continually strained, because the lines between friendship and infatuation is so blurred. I have slowly told him how my struggle has been personalized in him, whereas it was always limited to porn and fantasy before. And now I am waiting to see where our friendship will go next.
Life has been difficult.
My e-mail has changed: jmmy769@yahoo.com
Life has been difficult.
My e-mail has changed: jmmy769@yahoo.com