A little depressed...
I am not feeling well right now and am not very happy with my friend (the one I "like"). He was in town but I feel like he left me hanging most of the time. I'm not sure if he didn't want me around or if I read too much into it because I have always seen our friendship as something more than he does. Either way it reiterated the feeling that this friendship is not a good thing. It will never become what I continually hope it to be and I have always known that. I need to be content with being a friend or not at all and I need to realize that his expectations of a friendship are much different than mine. But still i wish he was more considerate and that I was not so damn clingy.