patience is a virtue

[liesmakemehappy]

ive never been one to be known for her patience, but i have been trying alot more lately. i just have been very patient with george from the start and it seems that very little progress has been made when it comes to a couple of things with him. the main thing thats bugging me is how he will only admit to dating me as opposed to just saying it. i mean he does tell some people like his close friends who most likely wont be saying anything anytime to anyone. its like the goddamn tree that no ones around to hear fall except its our relationship. its not like if we see someone he just drops my hand and starts calling me buddy because he doesnt, its just that i dont know if he would just come out and say yeah im back with joyce again without me around and without them asking him first to someone like that we both knew on a acquaintance level you know? i dont need him to blast it to the world but damn you can at least put it on your myspace and facebook that youre in a relationship. like i get he likes his privacy but damnit i need to shine a bit! he doesnt have to say with joyce simpson but damnit the world needs to at least know that hes spoken for! ive decided that i want to build on something before attempting to cement it with a physical act, so maybe when things are little more stable you know the other part will just work its way in. its been over a month and besides a few moments of losing control im good with it!

nix the lovelife...ive been working like a bitch all week. ive been going in for people and closing all the damn time! its insane. im actually really really tired. i could barely move after last nights shift. thank god i have today off!

friends are like cherries. they are there to emphasize something thats special, so you should look for people who bring out the best in you not the worst. im glad with the way things are. things got light and i needed the lift off my shoulders.

peace bitches...schools soon...im frightend lol!