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Todays Christmas Eve. I don't know if I like that or not. Its weird because this Christmas I am torn between my boyfriends family and my family. My Mom said your not supposed to feel that way unless your married.
My parents spent a good amount of money on Jeremy. Just one present, its one we can share. I think my Dad did it as a way to prove to me he likes Jeremy. I just had a talk with him the other night, asking him why he doesn't like him. He assured me he likes him. He just thinks that Jeremy and I don't work well together, that we are holding eachother back. I think thats far from true. Jeremy is my support. He helps me make difficult decicions, but when it comes right down to it, I am the one that chooses what to do.
I think part of the problem is my parents hold a grudge against Jeremy because they know Jeremy and I have had sex. I think they blame him.
I went to my friend Courtneys today. She got me a scarf. Its bright pink with black hearts. Its really long. I like it a lot.
Jeremy beat the game I bought him. It was fun to watch him play. I got him Silent Hill 2. It was only like $7. So I didn't spend a fortune on it. Otherwise I would be even further in debt and I would be crying again....
God I hate feeling like a loser. But I do. For some reason I do.
I took out my spetum peircing. It was time to grow up. Now I look like everyone else. Except my ears are still closing. But I'm OK with that. Because It strated to get old.
I hope I get that job I applied for. I still haven't had an interveiw but Mary ( the Owner) said she would set one up for the week of New Year. I don't know if that means this coming week or the week after, but either way I will be delighted.
I want to open a present early.
I hate my hair. I think I am going to cut it. Well, as soon as the New Year is here. I think I will just get bangs and add a little bit of layers to the back. Something like that. I just need to do something to my hair. Its pretty much in the worst condition hair can be in but whatever. I will survive.
I pretty much know what everyone got me at my house. My Dad got me a CD. My sister got me a purse. My other sister made me a frame. My Mom made me a handbag. I just don't know what Santa is giving me. Hopefully a scarf. I love scarfs. This Christmas isnt very much fun. At least Jeremys family is surprising me.
I love his family.
I think this is long enough.
Merry Christmas
My parents spent a good amount of money on Jeremy. Just one present, its one we can share. I think my Dad did it as a way to prove to me he likes Jeremy. I just had a talk with him the other night, asking him why he doesn't like him. He assured me he likes him. He just thinks that Jeremy and I don't work well together, that we are holding eachother back. I think thats far from true. Jeremy is my support. He helps me make difficult decicions, but when it comes right down to it, I am the one that chooses what to do.
I think part of the problem is my parents hold a grudge against Jeremy because they know Jeremy and I have had sex. I think they blame him.
I went to my friend Courtneys today. She got me a scarf. Its bright pink with black hearts. Its really long. I like it a lot.
Jeremy beat the game I bought him. It was fun to watch him play. I got him Silent Hill 2. It was only like $7. So I didn't spend a fortune on it. Otherwise I would be even further in debt and I would be crying again....
God I hate feeling like a loser. But I do. For some reason I do.
I took out my spetum peircing. It was time to grow up. Now I look like everyone else. Except my ears are still closing. But I'm OK with that. Because It strated to get old.
I hope I get that job I applied for. I still haven't had an interveiw but Mary ( the Owner) said she would set one up for the week of New Year. I don't know if that means this coming week or the week after, but either way I will be delighted.
I want to open a present early.
I hate my hair. I think I am going to cut it. Well, as soon as the New Year is here. I think I will just get bangs and add a little bit of layers to the back. Something like that. I just need to do something to my hair. Its pretty much in the worst condition hair can be in but whatever. I will survive.
I pretty much know what everyone got me at my house. My Dad got me a CD. My sister got me a purse. My other sister made me a frame. My Mom made me a handbag. I just don't know what Santa is giving me. Hopefully a scarf. I love scarfs. This Christmas isnt very much fun. At least Jeremys family is surprising me.
I love his family.
I think this is long enough.
Merry Christmas