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Well I have a lot to say. Things have been crazy. I went $120 in debt because I over withdrew from my account so I had to borrow money from my boyfriends family so they wouldn't keep tacking on fees for being in the negative. I was super depressed over it. I don't know how I screwed up that bad. I guess I just didn't do my job keeping track of the money I spent. I need to work on that. I really need to take better care of my finances.
My mom gave me a lecture today about how I have spent more time at Jeremys house than my house lately. The truth is I have spent an equal amount of time. But I guess they haven't seen me much in the evenings so they are kinda upset. I don't know what to do about it. I'm not gonna stop coming over to Jeremys house. I love Jeremy and his family.
I took a pregnancy test today. I didn't wait the full two minutes it said to wait to read it so I hope it was done.... Im pretty sure it came out negative. Which is what I was expecting. I took it so Jeremy would stop being so worried about it. But I don't think he will.
Jeremys practicing drums. He might do this thing that takes him away from me all summer. I want to be a good girlfriend and let him go. But I don't want him to do it. I want him to stay here with me all summer. The only good thing that would come of it would be a ring on my finger.
I applied for a job and I am doing all the follow up it takes. I took it in and gave it to the owner of the coffee shop, Mary. Then I came in a few days later asking if she had had a chance to over look my application. She said she hasn't had the time because of Christmas but she is going to call me in for an interveiw the week of New Years. If I can pull this off I won't be in debt anymore. And I might be able to afford to pay off my loan in awhile and possibly go to Cosmotology school. The program is suppose to cost 5,000 dollars or so... so I need to save up a bit. Plus I want to work awhile before I get back into school. I hate school. I don't mind working.
I'm stressed about money. But I guess thats what this season does. My parents have a total of 60 dollars to get us through this week. I owe Jeremys family money. I didn't even get all my shopping done. I still need one more present. But I guess they will understand.
I miss my friends in CA. I truied to hang out with one of my friends this week but she didn't ever call me back. So I guess thats the end of that friendship. We just don't have anything incommon these days. So much can change in a short amount of time.
Growing up sucks.
My mom gave me a lecture today about how I have spent more time at Jeremys house than my house lately. The truth is I have spent an equal amount of time. But I guess they haven't seen me much in the evenings so they are kinda upset. I don't know what to do about it. I'm not gonna stop coming over to Jeremys house. I love Jeremy and his family.
I took a pregnancy test today. I didn't wait the full two minutes it said to wait to read it so I hope it was done.... Im pretty sure it came out negative. Which is what I was expecting. I took it so Jeremy would stop being so worried about it. But I don't think he will.
Jeremys practicing drums. He might do this thing that takes him away from me all summer. I want to be a good girlfriend and let him go. But I don't want him to do it. I want him to stay here with me all summer. The only good thing that would come of it would be a ring on my finger.
I applied for a job and I am doing all the follow up it takes. I took it in and gave it to the owner of the coffee shop, Mary. Then I came in a few days later asking if she had had a chance to over look my application. She said she hasn't had the time because of Christmas but she is going to call me in for an interveiw the week of New Years. If I can pull this off I won't be in debt anymore. And I might be able to afford to pay off my loan in awhile and possibly go to Cosmotology school. The program is suppose to cost 5,000 dollars or so... so I need to save up a bit. Plus I want to work awhile before I get back into school. I hate school. I don't mind working.
I'm stressed about money. But I guess thats what this season does. My parents have a total of 60 dollars to get us through this week. I owe Jeremys family money. I didn't even get all my shopping done. I still need one more present. But I guess they will understand.
I miss my friends in CA. I truied to hang out with one of my friends this week but she didn't ever call me back. So I guess thats the end of that friendship. We just don't have anything incommon these days. So much can change in a short amount of time.
Growing up sucks.