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I've always tried to start an entry when updating this thing but then I never truly get around to actually putting stuff in here, because I'm always distracted by something else (They say I dont have ADD or ADHD... right.) Well in the last entry I dont remeber, but I'm pretty sure I wasn't dating Vinnie anymore. And I still currently am not, nor will I ever again. I was so stupid, and thought he was perfect, when after he took off his mask and I finally got to see the real him, he wasn't. And I realized my true feelings for someone else, Joe.
Ever since I first met him, I always thought maybe I like him, maybe he'd want to go out with me, maybe we'll go out someday. But we never got around to going out, and he never told me he liked me. So I gave up hope, completely. And I flirted with random guys because I didn't know what to do. After a while, I met Vinnie, and went out with him. Joe didn't talk to me much until me and Vinnie started having problems, and then he stepped in and tried helping me and cheering me up. Constantly. We had 1983493284902 inside jokes, and he was always the only person who knew how to make me smile. This made me like him even more. One night I came home from the Rock and was talking to Joe on the computer. I told him about this guy who was flirting with me at the rock, how I was confused about Vinnie, and didn't know what to do. He said he could tell me something, but it wouldnt make any situation better. I convinced him to tell me, and he said he liked me. A few days later , I broke up with Vinnie because I was so confused, and I didn't think it was fair to him to keep leading him on, hopeing my feelings for Joe would just disapear. I had always sort of liked him, ever sine New Years. I liked the way he wasn't afraid to pick on me, or afraid to joke around with me, unlike Vinnie. He was really my best friend, one of my best anyway. He talked to me about his girl problems and I talked to him about my guys problems. After a week, I finally realized that I liked Joe, and that I needed to be with him. On May 11, He asked me out. We were talking the other day, and Joe told me he always liked me he just didn't think I'd ever want to go out with someone like him. Ever since I started going out with him, he's fixed me. He picked up the pieces and put me back together. He made me have trust in love and long lasting relationships. I would never give him up , for anyone, or anything. He's everything to me, my whole world. I love him more than anyone.
Ever since I first met him, I always thought maybe I like him, maybe he'd want to go out with me, maybe we'll go out someday. But we never got around to going out, and he never told me he liked me. So I gave up hope, completely. And I flirted with random guys because I didn't know what to do. After a while, I met Vinnie, and went out with him. Joe didn't talk to me much until me and Vinnie started having problems, and then he stepped in and tried helping me and cheering me up. Constantly. We had 1983493284902 inside jokes, and he was always the only person who knew how to make me smile. This made me like him even more. One night I came home from the Rock and was talking to Joe on the computer. I told him about this guy who was flirting with me at the rock, how I was confused about Vinnie, and didn't know what to do. He said he could tell me something, but it wouldnt make any situation better. I convinced him to tell me, and he said he liked me. A few days later , I broke up with Vinnie because I was so confused, and I didn't think it was fair to him to keep leading him on, hopeing my feelings for Joe would just disapear. I had always sort of liked him, ever sine New Years. I liked the way he wasn't afraid to pick on me, or afraid to joke around with me, unlike Vinnie. He was really my best friend, one of my best anyway. He talked to me about his girl problems and I talked to him about my guys problems. After a week, I finally realized that I liked Joe, and that I needed to be with him. On May 11, He asked me out. We were talking the other day, and Joe told me he always liked me he just didn't think I'd ever want to go out with someone like him. Ever since I started going out with him, he's fixed me. He picked up the pieces and put me back together. He made me have trust in love and long lasting relationships. I would never give him up , for anyone, or anything. He's everything to me, my whole world. I love him more than anyone.