Baby I'm a shining star so make a wish <3
***THIS WAS WRITTEN ON MY XANGA LAST NIGHT , SO DONT GET CONFUSED****
So tonight was hXc fun. Hung out at the mall with:
-Ange-Love
-AJ
-Skylar
-Josh (AJ's brother)
-Racheal
-Erich (serena's ex)
-Steph
-Marisa
-Joel
-Bamers
etc and so on, amazing hardcore people, duh.
It was fun for the most part, except skylar had these sex pills so he was horny ALL NIGHT.. and we had jolt.. so im kinda crashing right now and getting tireder than usual... lol...it was so funny, lmfao...it was a good night, i really needed to get out tonight because of all the shit lately.. I finally got out and enjoyed myself for the first time in a while.. :)
Earlier today wasn't so fun, with all the shit with Amanda Waterson and Liz against Jess. Personally Jess could kick their ass, but I'd rather not get too deep into it. Mr DiCocco was going to yell at me this morning but didnt, since I think he thought I was going to cry. And by 2nd period we were fine again. Me and Dylan won the game in social studies. Well actually Dylan did, I just kinda sat there and smiled and acted like I knew what he was talking about.
But we still won, nukkas.
Lately I've been getting into Beethoven. Mostly just the song Fur Elise, because it's got a lot of meaning. Usually his songs are angry and full of passion, and Fur Elise was written for a girl that he liked, so it was softer and more meaningful. I love it.
Vinnie got to talk to my cousin Dezi earlier. I think he thinks shes a crackhead, but who doesnt think that after talking to her?
Will's sending me some funny ass pictures on AIM. I cant stop laughing, rofl.
coasterkid697: as jesus was nailed upon the crusafix, he said, may there be light to be shun upon all of the little kittens who shalt be ripped apart by the vicious torture of thy soul named.....William Randle
I got skittles at the mall today. Yeah yeah I'm cool.
I've been in an emoish mood lately.
noizpollution64: pluse its hard to for get u "my daughter"
FUCK YEAH!
I think the whole "being scared, i need to back down, this is getting to serious" thing is starting to happen. I'm terrified of being with him because I'm afraid of being hurt, or hurting him. If anything, I'd probably end up hurting him, since that's what it's been like every since Duche Bag. I wanna be brave, but it's so hard to do sometimes. I dont wanna hurt him, but I know I might, or maybe even will. It's just too dificult to figure out what'll happen. I hate it when I get like this and try to find reasons to not like him, or to break up with him. But I cant find any reasons, unlike all the other guys I've been with. All the other ones I could think of at least 5 reasons for each one, and for vinnie, I just cant...
I'm so tired, but I'm gonna go talk to Vincent on the phone soon. He should be calling in about 5 minutes... so I'll update this thing another time again.
x3Gilly
Vinnie< 2*15 3
2 days until 2 months :)
So tonight was hXc fun. Hung out at the mall with:
-Ange-Love
-AJ
-Skylar
-Josh (AJ's brother)
-Racheal
-Erich (serena's ex)
-Steph
-Marisa
-Joel
-Bamers
etc and so on, amazing hardcore people, duh.
It was fun for the most part, except skylar had these sex pills so he was horny ALL NIGHT.. and we had jolt.. so im kinda crashing right now and getting tireder than usual... lol...it was so funny, lmfao...it was a good night, i really needed to get out tonight because of all the shit lately.. I finally got out and enjoyed myself for the first time in a while.. :)
Earlier today wasn't so fun, with all the shit with Amanda Waterson and Liz against Jess. Personally Jess could kick their ass, but I'd rather not get too deep into it. Mr DiCocco was going to yell at me this morning but didnt, since I think he thought I was going to cry. And by 2nd period we were fine again. Me and Dylan won the game in social studies. Well actually Dylan did, I just kinda sat there and smiled and acted like I knew what he was talking about.
But we still won, nukkas.
Lately I've been getting into Beethoven. Mostly just the song Fur Elise, because it's got a lot of meaning. Usually his songs are angry and full of passion, and Fur Elise was written for a girl that he liked, so it was softer and more meaningful. I love it.
Vinnie got to talk to my cousin Dezi earlier. I think he thinks shes a crackhead, but who doesnt think that after talking to her?
Will's sending me some funny ass pictures on AIM. I cant stop laughing, rofl.
coasterkid697: as jesus was nailed upon the crusafix, he said, may there be light to be shun upon all of the little kittens who shalt be ripped apart by the vicious torture of thy soul named.....William Randle
I got skittles at the mall today. Yeah yeah I'm cool.
I've been in an emoish mood lately.
noizpollution64: pluse its hard to for get u "my daughter"
FUCK YEAH!
I think the whole "being scared, i need to back down, this is getting to serious" thing is starting to happen. I'm terrified of being with him because I'm afraid of being hurt, or hurting him. If anything, I'd probably end up hurting him, since that's what it's been like every since Duche Bag. I wanna be brave, but it's so hard to do sometimes. I dont wanna hurt him, but I know I might, or maybe even will. It's just too dificult to figure out what'll happen. I hate it when I get like this and try to find reasons to not like him, or to break up with him. But I cant find any reasons, unlike all the other guys I've been with. All the other ones I could think of at least 5 reasons for each one, and for vinnie, I just cant...
I'm so tired, but I'm gonna go talk to Vincent on the phone soon. He should be calling in about 5 minutes... so I'll update this thing another time again.
x3Gilly
Vinnie< 2*15 3
2 days until 2 months :)