serenity and happiness. just a state of happiness and fulfillment and love. wonderful overpowering and consuming love.

it's brilliant.

i'm done with it.

i've seen you gives two shits and who doesnt.

i'm done.

dec 28 1922 - oct 10 2008

rip irene newman.

miserable.

each day is worse.

universe i hate you

i hate everything and everyone right now.

if i knew what to do to get it all back - i would.

in a heart beat.

crashing and burning.

i'll well - survive.

but not be fine.

never be fine like this.

cannot come fast enough!!!!!

soooo excited!!!!

nights like last night help prove - i have no friends...

yes. the answer is yes.

the answer will always be yes.

fainting on the subway is just a hassle. there is SO much paperwork to fill out. because that is exactly wat i want to do after fainting, attempt to focus on size 8 font. stupid mta.

away.

two weeks from today.

its happening.

it has to.