randomly feelin blue
So this randomly happens to me, my day could be goin fantastic then BAAAM out of no where i'm down and blue. Not a bitch so its not a mood swing, but i get all sad for absolutly no reason. Nothin happened, i've been sittin in the same spot doin the same thing, i have no problem but its like this dark cloud came outa fuckin no where. Y the fuck am i sad? what is there to be sad about?? Good grief. Depression, its not ur friend, its a joke. I don't want to go to the docs and be lik yup so i'm depressed what to do what to do? Then they force me to take millions of pills like some people i kno that just makes me phyco, like someone i know. i mean i'm crazy and bipolar enough with out meds, imagin what they'll do to me. UHG now look what i've gone and done, i gave mysefl a damn head ache, just perfest cuz thats exactly what i need. See, i sound crazy. Geezy Weezy. I'm hungry. Before i leave this library full of good looking college students i think i'll search on line for depression shit and bipolar. Whats wrong wit me.... i'm just crazy thats all.