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[lickmyzipper]

i hate myself. i hate that i always feel guilty, i hate that i am depressed, i hate that my friends dont understand me, i hate that i cant keep a guy all b/c of my stupidity, but most of all i hate how i cant stand up for myself. i want to yell at everyone i want to let them know how i feel. how i feel when THEY stand me up, how i feel when THEY

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[nifty16]

hey kels i know that your mad at me and i am sorry about that all i really know is that your mad at me becasue i dident go to old navy with you. But you can be mad at me all you want, but you have stood me up many times before but i never got mad at you for it , its just stupid to. I want to talk to you but i dont know what to say. I am not mad at you at all i just dont understand. SO if you want to talk to me call me write me an email comment back whatever but dont say i dont care about your feelings. I do i care about you alot and it hurts to think that you rhink i dont . I want to still be freinds with you but if you cant come and tell me when you have a problem with me then i dont know what to tell you. Well i have to go k if you get the chance give me a ring or a write. Love you much Tanya

[lickmyzipper]

im not mad at you b/c you stood me up... i was but then i got over it. and yeah i have stood you up before but i always try and make it up to you. i didnt stand you up the day before your test my mom told me that i couldnt go over to your house b/c it cost too much money. i am mad at you and cassie but not as much as i am mad at myself right now i am having some probl;em that i just have to get past before my life can go back to normal.

[nifty16]

Hey kelsey,
I would really like to know the reason why you are mad at me and cassie. I would like to try and fix the problem between you and i. I would like to know whats going on in your life right know, but if you dont want to tell me then thats cool to. Love Yea Tanya

[lickmyzipper]

you wouldnt understand the reason i am mad. remember your life is perfect. you have a boyfriend a car whatever you want, and you dont have to jack shit for. you wouldnt know what its like, cleaning around the house isnt really work. so you couldnt possibly understand what its like wo try and have something in your life that you can depend on while you are always working. so please i know you want to help me and thanks a bunch but there is no way you could phathom (that means understand) what its like or how to help me.

[lickmyzipper]

so you have nothing to say about my last entry... i think that you have now realized how easy you have it. i hope you enjoy it b/c soon your time will come...