when you start to speak my warm blood starts to boil

[lick0rishsucks]

Daniel...fuck you. Seriously, dont ever fucking talk to me again.

*cause i mean everybody knows i deserve nothing short of perfection. i mean come on....look at me!

Are you joking? Fuck that. You dont even fucking know me if you think that of me. I'm able to accept the fact that people arent perfect and like them for who they are. I can look past

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[danielmumu]

ok yeah i remember such a conversation we had. i don't remember you saying "i doubt my parents are gonna let this happen" though. in fact, that's another thing you wouldn't tell me. and when i heard that was probably the reason you wouldn't come hang out anywhere i was around for a while...i asked you about it. it went...

me: "so do your parents know about me now?"

you: "yeah they know"

me: "well are they just unapproving of the idea of us seeing each other or are they just dead set against it?"

you: "mmmm.....i'm not sure"

that was supposed to tell me we wouldn't work? it doesn't matter though. see the bad thing about it is that even though you say you knew we couldn't work, because of your parents, you kept leading me on for months. not in a way that meant we'd date, just basically playing with my feelings. one of the worst things you did was when you told me "i wanna kiss you again". you even told me to come to school on the first day so we could. that was quite recently too, about a month ago, and way after our little conversation up there. and even worse was when we actually did kiss again you acted like you didn't even want to, like you weren't the one who said you wanted to again. i mean...were you just trying to make that the worst kiss ever or what? what was that all about? cause you obviously weren't into it. so why did you even tell me that? if that's not leading someone on i don't know what is.

[lick0rishsucks]

i didnt tell you to come to school so we could kiss. i never said that. im sorry thats the only reason you'd get up before noon to see someone.

think whatever you want daniel. of me, of this situation...i really dont care anymore. i dont fucking care if every person that reads all this shit hates me. i really dont. fuck them, fuck all this bullshit, and fuck you.

[ohlickmyass]

<3
Group hug!
Huh?
Huh?
*walks away slowly*

[danielmumu]

i'm really not concerned with the situation anymore either. only the fact that you like to make me out to be the one completely at fault for my own "heartbreak" and are constantly defaming me and calling me names on here like "lost puppy" or immature. stop that and this will be over. funny how liars get really pissed when no one believes it anymore. just stop lying. oh by the way, think you have gotten the word "fuck" out of your system now?

ever heard of "deadaim"? it logs all aim conversations for reference purposes. here's one i found you might wanna see:

biNXcaT5: i wanna kiss you again
morbidmumu: mmmm i wanna kiss you too
morbidmumu: i miss your lips
biNXcaT5: heh you remember them?
morbidmumu: yesss of course i do
morbidmumu: they felt very nice against mine :-)
biNXcaT5: i agree
morbidmumu: so we should....again
biNXcaT5: yes we should
biNXcaT5: soon
morbidmumu: mmhmmm
morbidmumu: i can't wait!
biNXcaT5: me either
morbidmumu: we are going to
morbidmumu: yayyy
biNXcaT5: :-D
morbidmumu: :-*
morbidmumu: mwah
morbidmumu: :-)
biNXcaT5: :-*
morbidmumu: that's just a sample
morbidmumu: hehe
biNXcaT5: such a tease
morbidmumu: i'm not teasing!
morbidmumu: we are going to!
biNXcaT5: yaaaay
morbidmumu: we will kiss for like 5 hours
morbidmumu: until our faces are numb
morbidmumu: :-)
biNXcaT5: and when will we do this?
morbidmumu: ummmm
morbidmumu: asap
morbidmumu: like tomorrow is good for me :-)
morbidmumu: hehe
biNXcaT5: lol i dunno whats going on tomorrow
morbidmumu: me either
biNXcaT5: maybe you should come to school lol
morbidmumu: but ummm soon
morbidmumu: yesss i should
morbidmumu: i'll visit mr. adams
biNXcaT5: then i wont have to worry about my parents
morbidmumu: and we'll kiss in the stairwell
morbidmumu: or the gym
morbidmumu: or just everywhere
morbidmumu: :-)
biNXcaT5: lol okie

[lick0rishsucks]

i didnt mean we were ACTUALLY gonna kiss at school. take a goddamn joke. yes how romantic...you coming to the school for a kiss. prince FUCKING charming.

biNXcaT5: maybe you should come to school ***lol***

i didnt say completely at fault, but i, as well, am tired of YOU making it out to be all MY fault.

im not lying about shit. i have no reason to waste time thinking up lies to tell you or anyone else. what the hell would be the point of that? i've got ANYTHING else to do.

[anotherdayalone]

look, i dont know you guys but it seems from my experience that people who like other people read a lot in to things that aren't meant to mean anything. theres a possibility from that aim conversation that there was some flirting but still, when people have feelings for you they read too much in to things and you just wanna play around. it's no ones fault. it happens. :)

[lick0rishsucks]

hehe that was strange and random...but you are definitely right. that seems to happen for a lot of people, and certainly me. so i get this rep for being some kind of "heartbreaker" or tease, even, when im just really not all that interested in getting serious with a person. i can admit to being a flirt, but i really never intentionally hurt peoples feelings, and never meant to hurt his at all. its all good now though. i think its pretty much water under the bridge.

so where did you find my journal? hanson community im guessing? :D

[anotherdayalone]

touche! lol, no worries, im like that too... glad it's all over 4 u tho. yah, i cant remember how i found you, just did. *shrugs* :)