when you start to speak my warm blood starts to boil
Daniel...fuck you. Seriously, dont ever fucking talk to me again.
*cause i mean everybody knows i deserve nothing short of perfection. i mean come on....look at me!
Are you joking? Fuck that. You dont even fucking know me if you think that of me. I'm able to accept the fact that people arent perfect and like them for who they are. I can look past things. Obviously you cant. So if either of us act like that, its YOU.
*and i definitely wasn't going to tell it the truth. so i just tried telling it that i couldn't get over the scent of my old deodorant.
You have no idea how pissed I am at you. I cant BELIEVE you even went there. Fuck you. This comment alone is probably the biggest reason I never want to speak to you again. You dont know shit about how I'm feeling. Not one fucking thing. And I FUCKING TOLD YOU THE TRUTH!!! So fuck all this bullshit you're talking.
*see i forgot that i'm a good kid and i do listen to everything mom and dad tell me, for a minute there.
See, actually...I do listen to my parents a lot of the time. Thus the reason I dont want to drink anymore, thus the reason I want to have a good life, THUS THE REASON I didnt date you. I know you might not understand this, but I'M SIXTEEN. Can you count to sixteen? 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13, 14, 15, 16....In case you forgot. I rely on my parents to give me my freedom, I want them to trust me. Maybe you dont care if your parents trust you, but I do. I'll be damned if I'm gonna give that up for you. A private life is one thing.... a double life is a whole nother story.
*i mean telling it the truth just wasn't an option here.
FUCK THAT! I said we couldnt date because my parents didnt approve. I fucking told you. I'm not even going to defend myself here because thats just completely absurd and untrue.
*cause everybody knows i just lie lie lie!
I didnt lie about shit. Its supposed to be MY fucking fault you didnt listen to me? Is that it? Well, grow up, Daniel! Maybe you're 23 and maybe you've lived away from home, but you're completely fucking immature.
*i mean, what else do you do for fun right? well besides sit at home and complain about how you hate it.
Well, umm..I do my JOB here. And I have for quite some time now. See, I have to PAY for things...by myself. With...money...My money...Do you understand how this works?
*i was always trying to find the slightest reason to get mad at it too.
Ok, honestly...what the fuck are you talking about?
*if you tell them the truth, then they might tell you some too.
Go ahead...give me some truth. I'd loooove to know what you really think of me, since apparently, I'm not the only one who cant be honest.
*besides, there are soo many deodorants i brush up against on a daily basis. how could i choose one and give up all that attention? i really like the attention (look at me!: see paragraph 2).
What is this even supposed to mean? That you're the only person/guy/whatever I'm supposed to talk to?? Ha! I will not apologize for being socialible and having friends. And I like the attention?! PLEASE! You're the one who drives around looking for something to do EVERDAY then bitches in your journal about how you didnt find anything. You're the one who "needs" to be around people at all times. So, me? An attention whore? Take a look in the fucking mirror pal...
*and wouldn't you know that fucker's answer was that it could wait around until i forgot about my old one.
*again it said it could wait around, at least until maybe i got of the age where what mom and dad say doesn't matter so much
Maybe that should tell you something. Maybe I'm not totally unjust in saying you're clingy as all hell. And by the way...if I'm soooo terrible, why the fuck did you want to wait around? Tell me that.