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people say its been a long time since theyve updated, look at this. lol. well, not much has happened. broke up wit meagan, shes stalking me now. freinds with nicole again, trying to regain my life be4 meagan. thats basically all. geese what was the point of even writing in this thing? did i jus say geese? wow i need a ciggarette. and whilst i was sitting in my room trying to think of something to do when i wasnt allowed on the computer or to watch tv, i came up with a theory. It was: the reason people commit suicide is because they think too much. the apples that adam and eve ate were forbidden because it gave them the ability to think. god was protecting them from themselves. before they ate those apples they didnt care if they had a purpose in life or not. they just lived it as it was. i wish i didnt have the ability to think cause it sux thinking that you dont really have a point in life and that everything is jus gonna be erased in a million years anyway,. wow i jus read what i wrote and i sound really depressed. what the fuck is with me. i need to get out of the house and go see a movie or something. someone call me and help me.