Things are totally different now

[licarish]

So it's been about 7 weeks since the last update. when i made that last update i was totally high. it's kind of funny that i'm making this update just after getting home from rehab. see what drugs do to you. they stick it in your butt... and they make you pay $25 a week to park ridge chemical dependency programs. i could do my usual and say fuck

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[deeko446]

ahh man thats real rough. i can kinda relate but not really cuz i just got a dwi a few months ago and now i have to go through all these alcohol evaluations and probation and im gonna have to stop drinking for 6 months. hopefully its good for me, just like you said, its a learning experience. good luck with that man, laater

[licarish]

yeah man it definitely is is a good thing. sometimes it just takes a kick in the ass to realize what you're doing to yourself and the people around you. it's weird that you got a dwi b/c just last night at group we watched a thing about alcohol and there was a kid that wasn't used to drinking and his friends were assholes and loaded the boy up then we he couldn't talk or move they got scared. so being the pussies they were, they stuck him in a car and left him on his front porch with puke all around his mouth, rang the doorbell and drove off. when he regained consciousness he was freaking out because he didn't know what was happening so they strapped him to the table. then he started puking again while he was on his back so they had to suck it out with this house thing then they had to pump his stomach. i swear if they showed in health class how violent and traumatic it is to get your stomach pumped, we'd stop a lot more of the drinking. they stick the tube through your nose and get it into your stomach by forcing you to swallow it.

[us_againstthem2]

hey bro its matt avery. thats some pretty crazy stuff you have gone through, good words on everything in general. thanks for putting it out there.

[licarish]

Hey man, yeah it was crazy stuff, but things could have been way worse. It's been 11 weeks to the day since I last smoked. It's nice to be able to wake up and not feel totally dead or burnt. And I was serious about that stomach pumping thing too. It was so gross.

From your long lost neighbor.

[iloveyourchaos]

This is awkward because I don't even talk to you anymore, but I just want to let you know that I read this. I was surprised, sure, but I have a newfound respect for you. Good luck with the rest of your life. I wish you only the best.

Re: From your long lost neighbor.

[licarish]

Haha respect was the last thing I expected to get out of that but it's definitely cool. And as for the luck thing, thanks a lot for that too b/c I really need it if I ever want to get this English project done. Thanks again and I hope things go well for you too.