how do i say what i feel i need to say?

do i even need to say the words or do you already know the truth?

will this change the way i live my life?

this sucks.

and not in the positive, life-affirming way.

New obsession.

New world.

New life.

Comfortable in my own skin...a new concept.

i'm bored.

nothing exciting is going on.

help.

p.s. i still hate work.

this is my opinion post on the vanessa hudgens naked pictures scandal. i know that i'm going to hear all kinds of things about this subject since everyone knows how in love with high school musical (and hsm 2) i am. so, here goes ( Read more... )

i don't like working overtime.

i'm tired.

nothing exciting going on.

sleep now.

this is my life now.

sometimes things change so fast that we don't have time to look around. i feel like my life is spinning out of control and i can't get a grip on anything solid. today started off well, i found out that the city of omaha will be paying for the damages to my car caused by a big ass snowplow that hit it last february. that's great. it would have ( Read more... )

sometimes i just want to scream because i'm so frustrated with life. what is it that makes me attracted to men who are utterly unavailable? so everyone knows i like the one guy who makes my heart hurt whenever i think about him. i'm learning to deal, not well, but i'm coping. however, there is this other guy that i think is amazing as well. ( Read more... )

i'm worried about people in my life who are not as happy as they used to be. i know i can't fix it, which makes it all the more difficult to be there for them. i just want people to be content with their lives. i don't want anyone to have to deal with the depression that i sometimes face. it's exhausting and painful and can ruin your life. i ( Read more... )

almost at least once a week i get a lecture from my mother and/or my sister about how i need to find new friends and new hobbies in my life. they think that because i enjoy watching television that i don't have anything else better to do with my time. they may be right. i know that many people feel that watching television is an amazing waste of ( Read more... )