"I can't run anymore, I fall before You"

Feb 24, 2008 19:59

So, as I wait for my iPod to hopefully finish restoring, I decided to update this thing.

Despite the fact that I am moving back in 4+ months, Debbie and I decided to change bedrooms. I am now down in the basement, which I must admit is pretty nice. I have a lot of space and a sofa bed in here that people will be able to sleep on. I like to call it my reading couch for obvious reasons.

I am finally starting to feel more like a senior. Last week we had our cap and gown fittings and we have been discussing graduation with more seriousness now. I might be giving a speech during the ceremony which is exciting, I really hope I get to do that. If I really thing about it, I have 3 weeks until spring break and then after that I have 4 weeks of actual classes left. Then 3 weeks of exams followed by 2 weeks until graduation and then graduation. So after spring break, we won't have much time to focus on anything else but the exams. I get more and more nervous the closer I get to exams. I really want to do well and I want to prove to myself more than anyone else that I can be really good in school.

Something else that makes me nervous is the thought of moving back to Richmond. I dread, but at the same time I'm excited because I get to experience things differently and I'm starting the "new chapter" in my life I suppose. I have already been looking at cars, cell phone plans and things such as that, things that I know I will need when I get back.

I do however, really hope I get to move to South Carolina. I don't want to stay in Richmond for the rest of my life, really there is nothing there for me now. My family isn't there anymore and if they can move and get out of Kentucky and stay out then why can't I? I really do think I am meant to explore and to see things and to not be stuck in one place.

-Chels
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