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[libluna]

ok my dad was alittle better i guess, even if i had to eat fried liver and lasagna..i was good i didnt eat too much of either really and i purged a lot of the liver, so yah its getting scary how comfortable i am with purging, but i am, i like the control...My dad said today that being thinner might be good for the mind but affects the mind

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[thin_red_rose]

Hey. Sorry I haven't written. It's a long story. Basically my husband looked on my email of someone else from this site and said WHAT'S ThIS ? I was just shocked & stood in place. Then I just said oh it's from that anorexia site - they keep sending me stuff - I deleted them under my favorites - see ! Then I showed him it wasn't under my favorites. (i had deleted it earlier for some unknown reason. i'm glad i did now!!. He knew I was looking under Anorexia because of my sister. He also knew I told him I was going on a diet too. He's usually completely oblivious but this time he got me. I'm so glad it wasn't one of your posts. Than I would've been screwed. He would've seen what I wrote you. Anyways I said oh well and then proceeded to act like I wanted to check my mom & sisters stuff on ebay. Then he got distracted and I deleted your emails. Anyways, I added you as a friend in my livejournal. If you want you can add me too. That's probably the best way to talk now. Receiveing emails is not really an option for me right now. Thanks for your email address though. I still have it. If you really want to talk we can figure something out. It's just that my husband has access to my email account. Anyways I changed my aaccount so any messages don't directly go to my email. I'll just have to check my livejournal account. I hoope you'll do the same. Please stay strong!!! good luck on your trip! I'll be thinking of you! Try to eat smaller portions and no fatty foods. contact me if you can at all on your trip. If not I'll talk when you get back. Thanks so much for your support. I wish you luck!! thanks!!

HEY

[libluna]

Well that was a close one wasnt it....I understand you not being able to email alot, but I will still be here when you need a friend!! Would you like me to post under my comments or under your page, which ever is easier for you to check, I dont have a problem with either!!!

Anyway as long as you werent caught your good, just keep remembering to delete this stuff off of your history too, that way there will be no evidence, I have to do that everytime bc my dad tends to be nosy and look around at the history of my computer!!!

As for my trip I was dying of boredom and annoyance, but generally I think i did well eating wise (had a few Burger king salads actually, without the dressing its really low calorie so it was good, that and carrotts, cereal (skim milk), no fat yogurt, and fruit, I was doing good generally other than the days where I ate at people houses (people inviting my dad, bc he was giving lectures, so I had to eat, and of course that led to numerous purging, which I am not happy that I did but at least it was better than storing the calories)!!!

I always talk about my self, how are you doing with your restricting issues??