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[libluna]

ok my dad was alittle better i guess, even if i had to eat fried liver and lasagna..i was good i didnt eat too much of either really and i purged a lot of the liver, so yah its getting scary how comfortable i am with purging, but i am, i like the control...My dad said today that being thinner might be good for the mind but affects the mind

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YOU'RE NOT LOST!

[thin_red_rose]

Hey! Don't get so down. In Virginia & Michigan you'll be really close to me! I know that's no inspitation. It's great that you're outspoken & can keep tabs on your dad. It reminds me a lot of myself. I like control & hate it when people tell me what to do. However I can take it when necessary. You asked questions when you wrote me back & I'm going to answer them. I am 28 yrs. old. I'm sure that sounds really old to you. But if you live my life it's really not that old. About my ED. Well you may do away w/me for this: I've never purged before (seen too much of it from my cousin). I can't be considered Anorexic - I haven't lost 3 periods in a row). So I guess I'm somewhere in the middle. I just can't stand to put too much food into this body. I'd be specified as ED-NOS. Is it still legit for me to be on this site? If not I hope us 2 can still be on this site. Well I know you can. It's just that you've been a really great friend. Thanks for everything!!! I need your suppport. If you want we could also be friends through e-mail. Just let me know what yours is and we're set. Oh! I really want to try green tea. The next time I get to the store I'm on it!!!!! Thanks!! Heather

Re: YOU'RE NOT LOST!

[libluna]

hey that is inspiring that I will be somewhere close to you, it will encourage me to be strong, I wouldnt want to bump into you by accident knowing I had done bad all day!!! LOOL! something to inspire me anyway!!! I try to be outspoken but I think now I am mostly just quiet, trying not to get into a fight before he leaves, we cant afford to do that....so i am being good and silent and spending all that extra frustration and anger on doing my workouts, at least its going somewhere!!!

28 isnt that old, I mean i will be 22 next month so we really arent that far in age, not to mention my bf is 29 so its all within the same range....as for you belonging here, of course you do, i chat with girls that have anorexia and I do not have aneroxia by no means, other girls on the site also dont have anorexia, i know some girls have been diagnosed with Ed-NOS too so youll feel at home....I mean for real its just a place for support, no one really argues much about if you belong or not....I mean I dont know i have eating issues for a long time, I say i had binge eating disorder before, i say its probably Ed-nos and belimia now (belimia only started a week ago, i mean i tried before many times but I havent been successful until now)...so anyway I am really enjoying talking to you, and I hope to support each other more!!