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i'm feeling a lot more positive this week.
after i wrote that last entry i went away for the weekend and went shopping and it helped me forget about things that were getting me down. now i'm back i sorted things with friends and i'm so proud of myself for staying off the drink so far. i'm getting in loads of revision too.
i started over on monday and i didn't eat all day, i only drank water and had a cup of coffee.
my mum made me bacon sandwiches and gave me crisps so i had to hide them in containers in my room. i hate lying but i'd rather lie than be fat.
tuesay was good too. i ate nothing and drank tea to keep my tummy from growling.
this morning i had a wine glass full of frosties (weird i know! it's just to control my protion sizes) and a cup of tea, so not a lot of calories/fat there and i'll allow myself another cup of tea and thats it.
then i'm fasting till sunday, as im back at school on monday and will have to start eating a bit more :(
but it's ok, i'm not gunna get disheartened, at least it's coming off!
all my friends have noticed im losing more, every one is commenting and asking me what my secret is. i just tell them i dont eat late.
nearly true!
♥
after i wrote that last entry i went away for the weekend and went shopping and it helped me forget about things that were getting me down. now i'm back i sorted things with friends and i'm so proud of myself for staying off the drink so far. i'm getting in loads of revision too.
i started over on monday and i didn't eat all day, i only drank water and had a cup of coffee.
my mum made me bacon sandwiches and gave me crisps so i had to hide them in containers in my room. i hate lying but i'd rather lie than be fat.
tuesay was good too. i ate nothing and drank tea to keep my tummy from growling.
this morning i had a wine glass full of frosties (weird i know! it's just to control my protion sizes) and a cup of tea, so not a lot of calories/fat there and i'll allow myself another cup of tea and thats it.
then i'm fasting till sunday, as im back at school on monday and will have to start eating a bit more :(
but it's ok, i'm not gunna get disheartened, at least it's coming off!
all my friends have noticed im losing more, every one is commenting and asking me what my secret is. i just tell them i dont eat late.
nearly true!
♥