i will follow you into the dark.
so fucking happy!
today was the last day of easter and i am now free for two weeks of easter holiday!(minus the chocolate eggs of course!)
obviously being able to lie in bed all day is enough to make me happy but the best thing of all is the fact i don't have to eat!
there's no one to dictate to me how much i should be eating at lunch or any teachers to look at me strangely if i don't.
i can stay at home, revise and grow skinny!
i am so happy.
however, recently things have been a lot harder food wise. i seem to be temped loads more and come so close most days recently. i think its just because i'm in a lot revising for exams and all that crap.
i'm off to the beach with loads of people tonight for the first beach party of this year :)
they were the highlight of the summer as we all got fucked and danced around the fires! && the sexy boys :)
so hopefully that should stop me eating! plus my family are coming over from america and my dad wants us to go out for a meal so if im at the beach i will be free from fatty cheese covered, pasta ridden italian food :D
i haven't updated in so long! mostly due to the lack of internet connection. to be honest i have felt so low recently i have just hid in my bed anyway. but i'm feeling a bit better.
i have zillions of boy worries tho ]:
i think i'm gunna turn into a lesbian? good idea?
i just hate the wait! but it's good because at least its coming off.
i'd rather be fat and losing weight rather than just being fat.
how is everyone else? ♥
today was the last day of easter and i am now free for two weeks of easter holiday!(minus the chocolate eggs of course!)
obviously being able to lie in bed all day is enough to make me happy but the best thing of all is the fact i don't have to eat!
there's no one to dictate to me how much i should be eating at lunch or any teachers to look at me strangely if i don't.
i can stay at home, revise and grow skinny!
i am so happy.
however, recently things have been a lot harder food wise. i seem to be temped loads more and come so close most days recently. i think its just because i'm in a lot revising for exams and all that crap.
i'm off to the beach with loads of people tonight for the first beach party of this year :)
they were the highlight of the summer as we all got fucked and danced around the fires! && the sexy boys :)
so hopefully that should stop me eating! plus my family are coming over from america and my dad wants us to go out for a meal so if im at the beach i will be free from fatty cheese covered, pasta ridden italian food :D
i haven't updated in so long! mostly due to the lack of internet connection. to be honest i have felt so low recently i have just hid in my bed anyway. but i'm feeling a bit better.
i have zillions of boy worries tho ]:
i think i'm gunna turn into a lesbian? good idea?
i just hate the wait! but it's good because at least its coming off.
i'd rather be fat and losing weight rather than just being fat.
how is everyone else? ♥