If it mkakes you feel any better in all reality you didn't eat alot. Thats less than normal. When I eat too much its like in the thousand calorie range, you didn't eat too much sweetie trust me. I know how it feel. When your whole exsistane is based on losing weight. It doiesn't matter what grades you get, how well you might have done on another thing the only thing that matters is if the scale reads a lower number than last time. I get the feeling of failure. Its not something that goes away, but I will tell you this YOUR NOT A FAILURE. Honeslty your not, I wouldn't lie. Don't feel that way becuase its the farthest thing from the truth. Your doing so well on this, and I'm so jealous of you. I wish I was doing half as good as you are! Everything is fucked up, your right. People who work hard should always get thier expectations met, its not right. But just understand you are doing great, your are sucsseding, maybe not as fast as you want to but you are. Your doing it everyday. I hope you feel better, your such a great person and I really hate seeing good people like you feeling bad. I hope you feel better soon, *hugs*
thank you so much for that, it meant a lot. i can't talk to any of my friends about anything so to hear those kind words from you really helped. i just need to get myself back on track- i'm probably just worrying about nothing, but that's what i'm like..! ♥
You can always talk to me about it, I'm aklways a good listener I swear! If you need me my e-mail is pinkuu_spider@yahoo.com . Lol, I worry about nothing a lot too, I'm what you would call "a worry wart" ^__^
I know how it feel. When your whole exsistane is based on losing weight. It doiesn't matter what grades you get, how well you might have done on another thing the only thing that matters is if the scale reads a lower number than last time. I get the feeling of failure. Its not something that goes away, but I will tell you this YOUR NOT A FAILURE. Honeslty your not, I wouldn't lie. Don't feel that way becuase its the farthest thing from the truth. Your doing so well on this, and I'm so jealous of you. I wish I was doing half as good as you are! Everything is fucked up, your right. People who work hard should always get thier expectations met, its not right. But just understand you are doing great, your are sucsseding, maybe not as fast as you want to but you are. Your doing it everyday.
I hope you feel better, your such a great person and I really hate seeing good people like you feeling bad. I hope you feel better soon, *hugs*
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i can't talk to any of my friends about anything so to hear those kind words from you really helped.
i just need to get myself back on track- i'm probably just worrying about nothing, but that's what i'm like..!
♥
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Lol, I worry about nothing a lot too, I'm what you would call "a worry wart" ^__^
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