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well. i'm getting married tomorrow. yes, i am. i can't believe it, and i have to admit, my nerves are a little fried. last night i felt nauseous - however you spell that - and it's not that i'm wondering if this is right - because i know it is - its just the whole big-ness of it. i've been having issues with that for a couple of weeks, and while it only seems to be getting worse, hopefully it will get better soon.
tonight is the rehearsal dinner - and the actual rehearsal. i'm excited to walk down the isle with my bow boquet, and to get everything done today. i only have a little more packing to go, and i'll be finished. i'm taking a shower today - and getting all ready for tomorrow night today - so that i can take the bathroom apart now instead of tomorrow. it will definitely help in keeping my sanity.
i'm only behind 2 e-mails all in all. i'm encouraged by that, and it means that by and large i've been staying on top of my friends through this whole process. that's important to me, because i think that life-events should conform to me, not the other way around. the marriage - for instance - while i'm conforming to craig, neither one of us wanted it to be the only thing we were concerned with. we feel the same way about having children - which is good for us. we both have moderately busy lifestyles, and though i'm going to quit working when i do have our first baby (all the way through to the last one), i want to continue to move and shake the way that we do now.
my whole family is here. my one uncle is still not speaking to me other than when i address him in front of a crowd. otherwise, he isn't speaking or looking in my direction at all. :P :( i don't know why he's still got to carry this grudge with him. i really wish that he'd just let it go. i am intending to talk to him today to thank him for sending my aunt out here for the bridal shower. hopefully that goes well.
today is my last full day of moving. and i think it should only take the better part of this morning, which i'm rather excited about. i'm on my last computer things right now, and i slept really good - if only for 6 hours. i can't seem to sleep past 8. maybe i should turn off my alarm. ;) haha
okay, so i guess i'm going to get moving. here's what's left today:
program
name cards
(we got the vows written, wOOt!)
finish packing for honeymoon
pack bathroom, and finish up the other two levels
clean the bathroom, my bedroom, and probably the kitchen
create my throwing boquet
create bridesmaids boquets (minus one of my bridesmaids who has bailed out as of yesterday)
work for my dad for 2 hours (if i can)
finish moving everything to either storage or craigs house - minus my honeymoon stuff and my bed
shower
okay, that's it. everything else should be pretty well taken care of by tonight. i'm excited and nervous all at the same time.
loves!!!
tonight is the rehearsal dinner - and the actual rehearsal. i'm excited to walk down the isle with my bow boquet, and to get everything done today. i only have a little more packing to go, and i'll be finished. i'm taking a shower today - and getting all ready for tomorrow night today - so that i can take the bathroom apart now instead of tomorrow. it will definitely help in keeping my sanity.
i'm only behind 2 e-mails all in all. i'm encouraged by that, and it means that by and large i've been staying on top of my friends through this whole process. that's important to me, because i think that life-events should conform to me, not the other way around. the marriage - for instance - while i'm conforming to craig, neither one of us wanted it to be the only thing we were concerned with. we feel the same way about having children - which is good for us. we both have moderately busy lifestyles, and though i'm going to quit working when i do have our first baby (all the way through to the last one), i want to continue to move and shake the way that we do now.
my whole family is here. my one uncle is still not speaking to me other than when i address him in front of a crowd. otherwise, he isn't speaking or looking in my direction at all. :P :( i don't know why he's still got to carry this grudge with him. i really wish that he'd just let it go. i am intending to talk to him today to thank him for sending my aunt out here for the bridal shower. hopefully that goes well.
today is my last full day of moving. and i think it should only take the better part of this morning, which i'm rather excited about. i'm on my last computer things right now, and i slept really good - if only for 6 hours. i can't seem to sleep past 8. maybe i should turn off my alarm. ;) haha
okay, so i guess i'm going to get moving. here's what's left today:
program
name cards
(we got the vows written, wOOt!)
finish packing for honeymoon
pack bathroom, and finish up the other two levels
clean the bathroom, my bedroom, and probably the kitchen
create my throwing boquet
create bridesmaids boquets (minus one of my bridesmaids who has bailed out as of yesterday)
work for my dad for 2 hours (if i can)
finish moving everything to either storage or craigs house - minus my honeymoon stuff and my bed
shower
okay, that's it. everything else should be pretty well taken care of by tonight. i'm excited and nervous all at the same time.
loves!!!