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I bought a new journal yesterday, I am happy to have that outlet back. It is pretty and kind of thin so I'm hoping that I will be able to finish this one (I never finished my old one...it was a monster!). I was thinking about how the unfinished-ness of my old journal kind of bothers me...but then I realized that the person that wrote in it isn't the same person I am now. I've passed that chapter so I guess, in that way, the journal is finished. I couldn't write in it anymore, it wouldn't feel right.
I've realized that, during the week, "missing" James is...there but in a mild watered-down kind of way. We talk everyday and I know that, come Friday, I will be able to see him. It's the weeks where I have to stay the weekends (like this one) that it really starts getting at me. Especially if he is at home (where I want to be, too!).
I can't wait to go home for Thanksgiving and, even more, for this semester to be over. Despite the fact that this semester has been way better than any other in my college career (ie: I don't hate it so much) it's still wearing on me and I'm slowly getting sick of it.
I was reading my journals from 2003 and 2004 and...it's so weird how much I have changed. Most of the change I feel occurred within the past year or so, it's really weird. It was also weird to see all the people that have come in and out of my life.
...aye.
I've realized that, during the week, "missing" James is...there but in a mild watered-down kind of way. We talk everyday and I know that, come Friday, I will be able to see him. It's the weeks where I have to stay the weekends (like this one) that it really starts getting at me. Especially if he is at home (where I want to be, too!).
I can't wait to go home for Thanksgiving and, even more, for this semester to be over. Despite the fact that this semester has been way better than any other in my college career (ie: I don't hate it so much) it's still wearing on me and I'm slowly getting sick of it.
I was reading my journals from 2003 and 2004 and...it's so weird how much I have changed. Most of the change I feel occurred within the past year or so, it's really weird. It was also weird to see all the people that have come in and out of my life.
...aye.