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why did this have to happen to ME? gah. i can't believe it. he's content! what the fuck? like...no. i...didn't want this. this is insane. i don't understand. i wanted an UNattached thing. and then he decides to be all...attached. GAH. i figure he'd be PREFECT for the unattached thing. BUT NO. GAH. i'm done.
the song. i've listened to it a lot. i don't know why. i think i'm going crazy. yep.
i lied to him. i wasn't in the mood to do anything today. so i was all...i have work and practice and such. which, i do. but i never did it. and now i'm all...gah. i don't know.
i hate my church. so much. especially the guy. he's dumb. and should just go away. take his old, dumb, hunchback, sacastic ass and LEAVE. gah. i'm going to hell, aren't i?
guard practice tomorrow. i actually can't wait. because of a bunch of different things. but...yeah.
i think i'm done.