Long, long time ago

[liadine]

Now, now, it's been a while.
Hell, I am not sure if I am going to continue this journal after this very post, but I just felt like writing here something.
So, to make up for all the past time, I am currently:
- finishing off my master thesis on culture anthropology
- hoping to finish it once and for all in upcoming 2 weeks
- procrastinating (as usual)
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Comments

[suomigoth]

It took me ages to finish my Master's thesis as well! At one point I was just so sick of it, even though it was my own hypothesis and about a subject I found really interesting, but after a while you just want to get it over with!
So good luck on that!

As to your dilemma concerning your relationship, I agree with Ruxandra. You should break it off. I don't know all the details of it, but you should never have to force yourself to be with someone. Naturally there will always be rough paths in any relationship, but for most of the time it should run smooth without having to put to much energy into it. It's not easy when you've been together for four years, but it also should not be the reason to stay. As I recall you are about a year younger than me (23-24?) and espeically in your early 20s you're constantly changing trying to find who you are and want to be. It very rare for to people to change similarly; so someone who fitted perfectly with you when you were 20 can not fit you anymore when you are 25. DOn't know about you, but if I look back on who I was 5 years ago, I was completely different from who I now was but also from who I was when I was 23. Well, hope amongst the lines of my rambling this point comes across!

that link which you posted, is that some kind of Tumblr? It seems to me as that it works the same way...

[liadine]

Regarding my thesis, it's totally the same! Thankfully it's almost over.

Ah, yeah, I am 24 at the moment. ;) And yes, it's partially because I've changed. He is 32 now and even though we'd argue constantly about the same things, he doesn't. He's not a bad guy and I know he loves me, but most of the effort and engagement comes from my part, he's also very cranky and difficult to deal with, but deep inside really unwilling to change (like for example, going to a therapist, it's a no-no, because he has a fixed idea about that stuff). I guess I've come to the point when I can't deal with all of him. And he behaves like it's given that I will be with him no matter what. And this is bull shit.

The link, which I just noticed to have failed to post correctly :D is some weird site where you kinda post pictures, sometimes texts and you can scroll through posts of other people sites and repost it. Kinda like tumblr, yeah, but I think it's made to be simpler and faster and based on just "saving" pictures you like.