Long, long time ago
Now, now, it's been a while.
Hell, I am not sure if I am going to continue this journal after this very post, but I just felt like writing here something.
So, to make up for all the past time, I am currently:
- finishing off my master thesis on culture anthropology
- hoping to finish it once and for all in upcoming 2 weeks
- procrastinating (as usual)
- hoping that after I am done with this shit (yes, my love for my studies hasn't increased much past year) I will pursue: photography and I will write my first novel (and publish it).
At the same time I am:
- trying to find a woman in me and transform from an over-grown kiddo into a fully fledged female (mainly: self-trust, self-awareness... just trying to be self-contained and consciously follow my path)
- coping with a difficult love-life situation (he is not a bad person, but he isn't good either - what is worse? forcing myself to deal with it, or ending 4 years of a relationship?)
First things first, so for now I focus on finishing the thesis and planning on reading all those books I put aside (as they were not connected to my writing) during holidays. That's a good enough plan for December.
Oh, btw, you can follow me here now: http://irouge.soup.io/ (though it's just about pictures ;))
Hell, I am not sure if I am going to continue this journal after this very post, but I just felt like writing here something.
So, to make up for all the past time, I am currently:
- finishing off my master thesis on culture anthropology
- hoping to finish it once and for all in upcoming 2 weeks
- procrastinating (as usual)
- hoping that after I am done with this shit (yes, my love for my studies hasn't increased much past year) I will pursue: photography and I will write my first novel (and publish it).
At the same time I am:
- trying to find a woman in me and transform from an over-grown kiddo into a fully fledged female (mainly: self-trust, self-awareness... just trying to be self-contained and consciously follow my path)
- coping with a difficult love-life situation (he is not a bad person, but he isn't good either - what is worse? forcing myself to deal with it, or ending 4 years of a relationship?)
First things first, so for now I focus on finishing the thesis and planning on reading all those books I put aside (as they were not connected to my writing) during holidays. That's a good enough plan for December.
Oh, btw, you can follow me here now: http://irouge.soup.io/ (though it's just about pictures ;))