Eatin multi-colored goldfish and loving it
So I haven't posted in a while...a long while. Things have been crazy busy with classes, band and ballroom dance. And I have been offically accepted to Namibia!!!!!!! All 9 clarkies made it (which ought to be interesting...) but its so unreal still-I can imagine me leaving,getting on the plane and leaving everything i know and everyone i love behind,but it just seems so crazy unreal to think about.
All I really want to say right now is that i am feeling beautiful and sexy and my underwear matches my tank top (by accident, but still,quite hot) and if you can't see that then you are just ridiculous. Dance tonight was a lot of fun and I am not quite sure why. I was in an alright mood before it, but I think not being really crazy stressed or tired plays a big role. I just kept laughing at everything which was wonderful. And although i kind of made my ass out of myself in front of everyone, people laughed-laughing at me or with me, whatever, its cool (even though boris says norm hates me now :-P) I just laughed a lot outloud and it felt so good. Tofer and i have a good connection going which is awsome...i wish i could have every dance night be like this one...even after a few little incidents which were not so amazing, the night was still fun-i did a nice hustle with jeremiah and danced with boris, which is always a pleasure. it was just nice to be in a good mood for once and feeling social and having fun with people who are just there to dance and have fun too...i really like the majority of the dance people, especially the guys-they are just reallly nice about everything,which is so helpful, especially when i think i'm doing horribly allll the time...and its just fun to watch people dance and watch the newbies teach newer newbies and occasionally i find myself explaing a move to someone (albeit badly, but hey).
i will miss it all very much in africa. and when i come back it will be all different...crazy how much life changes so fast.
All I really want to say right now is that i am feeling beautiful and sexy and my underwear matches my tank top (by accident, but still,quite hot) and if you can't see that then you are just ridiculous. Dance tonight was a lot of fun and I am not quite sure why. I was in an alright mood before it, but I think not being really crazy stressed or tired plays a big role. I just kept laughing at everything which was wonderful. And although i kind of made my ass out of myself in front of everyone, people laughed-laughing at me or with me, whatever, its cool (even though boris says norm hates me now :-P) I just laughed a lot outloud and it felt so good. Tofer and i have a good connection going which is awsome...i wish i could have every dance night be like this one...even after a few little incidents which were not so amazing, the night was still fun-i did a nice hustle with jeremiah and danced with boris, which is always a pleasure. it was just nice to be in a good mood for once and feeling social and having fun with people who are just there to dance and have fun too...i really like the majority of the dance people, especially the guys-they are just reallly nice about everything,which is so helpful, especially when i think i'm doing horribly allll the time...and its just fun to watch people dance and watch the newbies teach newer newbies and occasionally i find myself explaing a move to someone (albeit badly, but hey).
i will miss it all very much in africa. and when i come back it will be all different...crazy how much life changes so fast.