Espana made me post
Wow, posting an entry on LJ... this is new.
I haven't been here in god, ages it feels. Really the only reason why I made an account here in the first place was because of football and skins. Over time, I was less and less interested in commenting either of the two because well, there wasn't anything worthy to comment or better yet - shit was happening and I didn't have the energy to comment on that.
Also, it seems like ontd_football changed sooo much, like when I joined it was 90% Liverpool/Spain fans and now. It's like... do I even know this community? Two years ago I remember we were live-blogging to the spanish celebratory parade, with the Cesc in Barca shirt incident and Torres with the Liverpool scarf incident (still fucking hurts) and everyone getting fucking wasted on the bus incident. GAH. I MISS THAT.
And since I no longer have any idea where espana!party is taking place, I shall celebrate here with my lonesome self.
BASICALLY. SO MANY FEELINGS. Spanish team and Fernando Torres are why I got into football, and they will always always have a special place in my heart. Despite of the backlash and everyone hating on them rn, I was rooting for them from the sketchy start. And although they weren't brilliant in every game, actually average in most, they absolutely KILLED it last night. 4-0 WIN? IN A FINALE? THAT NEVER HAPPENED. LIKE NEVER. And 3 consecutive wins in major tournaments?? GAH. This generation is the best ever, and you may not like their style or you believe they got lucky, but bitch please. Sit down and admit they're the fucking best. I'm SO glad I was rooting for them these last 4 yours because it brought so much happiness and shaking and crying and nervousness and aaah. I love all those boys. I guess even Torres.
Oh Nando. Why did you have to leave us, whyyyyyyyy? And in such a horrible, disrespectful way. I wowed to hatred that day, but I just can't. Alright, I can when you're wearing that beastly blue chelsea jersey, but not now. Not when you're playing for Spain, scoring awesome goals and setting up beautiful, selfless assists for Mata. Not when you're celebrating the win with your kids. OMG how that killed me. Figuratively I wanted to cut my chest open, pull my heart out and flung it out the window. It was so bittersweet. GODDAMN. WHY.
I can't bring myself to delete his folder from my computer, that really says it all in a nutshell. So I'll just go on adding the celebratory torres!family gifs there, as I drown in my own tears.
:CRYING FOREVER:
CAMPEONES!
Ok, now whilst I wait for the bus parade show staring Pepe Reina <3 there is some tumblr spanifying to be done.
I haven't been here in god, ages it feels. Really the only reason why I made an account here in the first place was because of football and skins. Over time, I was less and less interested in commenting either of the two because well, there wasn't anything worthy to comment or better yet - shit was happening and I didn't have the energy to comment on that.
Also, it seems like ontd_football changed sooo much, like when I joined it was 90% Liverpool/Spain fans and now. It's like... do I even know this community? Two years ago I remember we were live-blogging to the spanish celebratory parade, with the Cesc in Barca shirt incident and Torres with the Liverpool scarf incident (still fucking hurts) and everyone getting fucking wasted on the bus incident. GAH. I MISS THAT.
And since I no longer have any idea where espana!party is taking place, I shall celebrate here with my lonesome self.
BASICALLY. SO MANY FEELINGS. Spanish team and Fernando Torres are why I got into football, and they will always always have a special place in my heart. Despite of the backlash and everyone hating on them rn, I was rooting for them from the sketchy start. And although they weren't brilliant in every game, actually average in most, they absolutely KILLED it last night. 4-0 WIN? IN A FINALE? THAT NEVER HAPPENED. LIKE NEVER. And 3 consecutive wins in major tournaments?? GAH. This generation is the best ever, and you may not like their style or you believe they got lucky, but bitch please. Sit down and admit they're the fucking best. I'm SO glad I was rooting for them these last 4 yours because it brought so much happiness and shaking and crying and nervousness and aaah. I love all those boys. I guess even Torres.
Oh Nando. Why did you have to leave us, whyyyyyyyy? And in such a horrible, disrespectful way. I wowed to hatred that day, but I just can't. Alright, I can when you're wearing that beastly blue chelsea jersey, but not now. Not when you're playing for Spain, scoring awesome goals and setting up beautiful, selfless assists for Mata. Not when you're celebrating the win with your kids. OMG how that killed me. Figuratively I wanted to cut my chest open, pull my heart out and flung it out the window. It was so bittersweet. GODDAMN. WHY.
I can't bring myself to delete his folder from my computer, that really says it all in a nutshell. So I'll just go on adding the celebratory torres!family gifs there, as I drown in my own tears.
:CRYING FOREVER:
CAMPEONES!
Ok, now whilst I wait for the bus parade show staring Pepe Reina <3 there is some tumblr spanifying to be done.