>Perhaps you show her this comment you made, this update
>Perhaps you tell her that "I want [you] to love me like God does....I want to love [you] like God loves me.... but that doesn't seem possible"
>Perhaps you ask her why she does what she does
>Perhaps you CALMLY explain to her how you feel and why you feel that way
>Perhaps you explain your side of things and then LISTEN to her side
>Perhaps you tell her everything you do, where you go, why, how, when, and then she will have no reason to yell at you
>Perhaps you make it a goal to say one thing nice to her everyday>>>>be creative
~~~~Perhaps maybe, just maybe, you pray ABOUT your mother. You pray FOR your mother. You pray WITH your mother.
Perhaps
Perhaps
-Perhaps you dont do anything -Perhaps nothing changes -Perhaps everyday you come home from school and you are upset because of your mother -Perhaps everyday you cry becuase of your mother -Perhaps nothing changes -Perhaps you dont do anything -Perhaps you will regret not doing anything because you were to "proyd" or "upset" to talk to her -Perhaps you cry -Perhaps she cries -Perhaps one day you boht cry yourselves to death
~Perhaps that day never comes ~Perhaps you do, do something ~Perhaps you take action and talk with her, pray with her, do things with her. ~Perhaps one day your mother will become the one person you trust above all in your life ~Perhaps then, perhaps then you will be happy ~Perhaps that day you will not cry ~Perhaps that day you will truly, I mean truly be happy
but i don't know how. i don't know how to change.... i try to. i pray. i ask god for help. i can't do it by myself. i need help to deal with her. i need someone to hug me when i cry. and i need someone else to tell me that it's gunna be ok. so far, you've done both of those....so please whatever you do in your life- don't let me think that you've stopped loving me...even if you have. even if the love we have turns into a deep friendship and we go our seperate ways- don't let us drop this love. i want to love you forever, as a guy, as a boyfriend, and as one of my best friends, or whatever you will become in my life, but i know that i will never stop loving you. so don't let me think you've stopped loving me- even if you have. i need you now more than ever sweets because i need someone i can cry with. thanks for everything. the little things *like coffee* make my day..... thank you.
i love ya sweets~alexis
ps- the tears this morning weren't from the wind.... but i don't want kaylee to think i'm a crazy girl that cries. but my dad - it's not really "LJ" appropriate but i hope you get the picture. he was mean this morning and i couldn't go into school, so i was going to walk to the back of the parking lot and back to relax, but then i saw you walking in... perfect timing huh? lol. bye.
>Perhaps you tell her that "I want [you] to love me like God does....I want to love [you] like God loves me.... but that doesn't seem possible"
>Perhaps you ask her why she does what she does
>Perhaps you CALMLY explain to her how you feel and why you feel that way
>Perhaps you explain your side of things and then LISTEN to her side
>Perhaps you tell her everything you do, where you go, why, how, when, and then she will have no reason to yell at you
>Perhaps you make it a goal to say one thing nice to her everyday>>>>be creative
~~~~Perhaps maybe, just maybe, you pray ABOUT your mother. You pray FOR your mother. You pray WITH your mother.
Perhaps
Perhaps
-Perhaps you dont do anything
-Perhaps nothing changes
-Perhaps everyday you come home from school and you are upset because of your mother
-Perhaps everyday you cry becuase of your mother
-Perhaps nothing changes
-Perhaps you dont do anything
-Perhaps you will regret not doing anything because you were to "proyd" or "upset" to talk to her
-Perhaps you cry
-Perhaps she cries
-Perhaps one day you boht cry yourselves to death
~Perhaps that day never comes
~Perhaps you do, do something
~Perhaps you take action and talk with her, pray with her, do things with her.
~Perhaps one day your mother will become the one person you trust above all in your life
~Perhaps then, perhaps then you will be happy
~Perhaps that day you will not cry
~Perhaps that day you will truly, I mean truly be happy
Perhaps---it all rest on your shoulders---Perhaps
Derek
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i love ya sweets~alexis
ps- the tears this morning weren't from the wind.... but i don't want kaylee to think i'm a crazy girl that cries. but my dad - it's not really "LJ" appropriate but i hope you get the picture. he was mean this morning and i couldn't go into school, so i was going to walk to the back of the parking lot and back to relax, but then i saw you walking in... perfect timing huh? lol. bye.
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