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what do i say to a mother who i want to know me?
what do i say to her when she screams?
what do i say to someone i admire, but cannot stand?
what do i say when she makes me cry?
what do i say to a woman i am part of?
what do i say to her when one of us dies?
what will happen when i want her?
what will happen when i need her?
what will happen?
i will be alone.
with no mother beside me.
helping to fight with me.
helping to guide me.
i will not have a comforter.
i will not have strength.
i will not be able to survive.
i'll be too weak and faint.
i want a mother who cares.
i want a mother to show me love.
i want a mother that can say "i love you" ..... and have her MEAN it.
i don't want to cringe when she hugs me.
i don't want to be afraid of her
i don't want to cry because of her.....
i want my mother to love me like God does....I want to love her like God loves me.... but that doesn't seem possible