envy is the cause of all sin
you know what makes me laugh? when people are so terribly two faced that after its been a fwe months since you've communicated with them they find it necessary to let out bottled up hate. if they hated me so terribly much why didnt they just say it. i mean what a bunch of total losers. they obviously were intimidated by me if they felt it necessary to not tell me of this undying hate.
of course they could have just been messing with me like i was messing with them. pushing all the right buttons just for a good time. i hate it when ppl act like they feel a certain way just to be ignorant. its fine if they hate me becuase they arent important to me but seriously what is the motivation? its like this attack on someone for no reason.
=>thats when you know that envy is there. when they say things so bitter and so ridiculous that they look stupid. when they tell a wholesome one guy girl like me that i am a slut. when they say that i am ugly. excuse me. i may not be christina aguilera or paris hilton but i am definitely not ugly. i know that i am attractive. i flaunt it. its something that took me a very long time to achieve and become aware of. why should i not be able to jokingly point it out to people?
and boys, if a girl rejects or dumps you, dont try to hurt her by saying that things didnt happen the way they did. jeff you need to come to terms with the fact that the second you stepped out of ur car with your hair slicked back and parted in the middle you were no longer the cute boy in the baseball hat that i knew as the oven boy. like seriously if you're still bitter abotu me dumping you LAST summer you need some therapy. i was interested in you only because you said i coudlnt have you. obviously you were wrong.
if everyone at bearno's thoguth i was such a bitch then why am istill in touch with most of them? if you guys wanna have a good laugh about me everyday and u still havent let go after 2 months then i'm glad that you have me there to fall back on. i would hate for your pathetic lives to be cursed with having nothing to talk about.
a fat boy with a low self esteem and a plain college girl with grey hair... u make quite a couple. frankly i'm glad you found each other becuz i hate to see people lonely. dont get me wrong i really did care for you two at some point or another. heather hurt my feelings on a normal basis but after i realized she wasnt worth my feelings i got over it. i really did care for you tho jeff. and its sad that you have sunk to such a low becuz you wanted to impress some girl. at your age you should be bigger than that. its fine tho becuz i'm bigger than the both of you.
i dont believe that one human can be better at being a human than the other. but obviously your alls morals are a bit lower than me if you made me feel one way to my face and then developed this hate for me without me knowing.
we'll see if i'm still the big bitchy slut when i get older and i'm makin big bucks while you all are still shoveling pizza for a asshole manager in a dirty restaurant that overcharges and underpays. have a nice life.
to all my other friends who wont ever stab me in the back (i kno you all are hard to come by ;-))
I LOVE YOU!
lexa
PS> Jamie! wut a surprise! that was so sweet thank you very much for the things you said. its like someone sent me all u great guys and gals to help me out and it was really sweet seriously! ur an awesome chic! maybe we can hang out sometime this summer before you get outta here for college nad what not. at any rate thanks so much!
of course they could have just been messing with me like i was messing with them. pushing all the right buttons just for a good time. i hate it when ppl act like they feel a certain way just to be ignorant. its fine if they hate me becuase they arent important to me but seriously what is the motivation? its like this attack on someone for no reason.
=>thats when you know that envy is there. when they say things so bitter and so ridiculous that they look stupid. when they tell a wholesome one guy girl like me that i am a slut. when they say that i am ugly. excuse me. i may not be christina aguilera or paris hilton but i am definitely not ugly. i know that i am attractive. i flaunt it. its something that took me a very long time to achieve and become aware of. why should i not be able to jokingly point it out to people?
and boys, if a girl rejects or dumps you, dont try to hurt her by saying that things didnt happen the way they did. jeff you need to come to terms with the fact that the second you stepped out of ur car with your hair slicked back and parted in the middle you were no longer the cute boy in the baseball hat that i knew as the oven boy. like seriously if you're still bitter abotu me dumping you LAST summer you need some therapy. i was interested in you only because you said i coudlnt have you. obviously you were wrong.
if everyone at bearno's thoguth i was such a bitch then why am istill in touch with most of them? if you guys wanna have a good laugh about me everyday and u still havent let go after 2 months then i'm glad that you have me there to fall back on. i would hate for your pathetic lives to be cursed with having nothing to talk about.
a fat boy with a low self esteem and a plain college girl with grey hair... u make quite a couple. frankly i'm glad you found each other becuz i hate to see people lonely. dont get me wrong i really did care for you two at some point or another. heather hurt my feelings on a normal basis but after i realized she wasnt worth my feelings i got over it. i really did care for you tho jeff. and its sad that you have sunk to such a low becuz you wanted to impress some girl. at your age you should be bigger than that. its fine tho becuz i'm bigger than the both of you.
i dont believe that one human can be better at being a human than the other. but obviously your alls morals are a bit lower than me if you made me feel one way to my face and then developed this hate for me without me knowing.
we'll see if i'm still the big bitchy slut when i get older and i'm makin big bucks while you all are still shoveling pizza for a asshole manager in a dirty restaurant that overcharges and underpays. have a nice life.
to all my other friends who wont ever stab me in the back (i kno you all are hard to come by ;-))
I LOVE YOU!
lexa
PS> Jamie! wut a surprise! that was so sweet thank you very much for the things you said. its like someone sent me all u great guys and gals to help me out and it was really sweet seriously! ur an awesome chic! maybe we can hang out sometime this summer before you get outta here for college nad what not. at any rate thanks so much!