Strange enough to cry
My mom has broken down twice in the past two days...possibly more than that. I'm worried about her. She won't go to see someone and there's very little that I can do for her. I can barely keep myself sane.
Speaking of, I lost my mind today. I went online and looked for Richard. Things have been haunting me even more than usual lately. He's teaching at a highschool in Virginia. I found many pictures of the kids (grades 8 through 12). I feel like I need to do something, as if some poor girl could be going through the same hell as I did not all that long ago. It makes me sick.
I also found a picture of him. He looks like hell. He was listed on some church's website to pray for because of 'chronic health concerns'. All I could think of were the lyrics to this song...
Please don't bring me down
With that look on your face
Because I almost didn't make it and one day
You might know how that feels
I wonder if he knows how it feels. I suppose I shouldn't care, but I do.
Speaking of, I lost my mind today. I went online and looked for Richard. Things have been haunting me even more than usual lately. He's teaching at a highschool in Virginia. I found many pictures of the kids (grades 8 through 12). I feel like I need to do something, as if some poor girl could be going through the same hell as I did not all that long ago. It makes me sick.
I also found a picture of him. He looks like hell. He was listed on some church's website to pray for because of 'chronic health concerns'. All I could think of were the lyrics to this song...
Please don't bring me down
With that look on your face
Because I almost didn't make it and one day
You might know how that feels
I wonder if he knows how it feels. I suppose I shouldn't care, but I do.