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My mom is freaking out telling me I need to go to bed earlier.... I go to bed at about 1030 everynight but the last few nights I havent be able to sleep. Im soo depressed. Like
I dont want to die again but like im depressed in the sence that im losing my sleep and im tired. Its all very confusing to me and im to tell the truth sick of it. I jus need to grow up. I need to stop letting people rule my life. Stop letting everyone tell me whats best for me. IM SICK OF IT!!! Im tired. I want to call 1316 but i think im going to hold off until like 8 or so because i dont know i jus want to wait a little while. Ill eat dinner then call him. If i can work up the courge. HAHAHAHA dang it i wish i wasnt so shy. I wish last year had been better cause i wouldnt be like this if it werent for last years depression era. But hey ill get over this sooner or later. RAZOR SCOOTER!!! I hate those things. My sister broke her pinky on one...... HAHAHAHAHAHA i hate breaking stuff. Broke my nose and my ankle. While which both the things that ended up in me breaking bones where VERY VERY STUPID. I always do stupid stuff. Im kinda a stupid child. Someone today asked me today if i was in 9th grade again... i was like NO WAY. he was like DANG YOU WHERE DUMBER THEN ME LAST YEAR AND I FAILED HOW DID YOU NOT??? SHOCKING!! VERY SHOCKING! ok well my mom is calling me for dinner... i dont want to eat. she will think im going even more crazy if i dont eat. She thinks something is wrong with me... she keeps asking whats wrong. I wont tell her. But im out
dying,
Your Little Defect
I dont want to die again but like im depressed in the sence that im losing my sleep and im tired. Its all very confusing to me and im to tell the truth sick of it. I jus need to grow up. I need to stop letting people rule my life. Stop letting everyone tell me whats best for me. IM SICK OF IT!!! Im tired. I want to call 1316 but i think im going to hold off until like 8 or so because i dont know i jus want to wait a little while. Ill eat dinner then call him. If i can work up the courge. HAHAHAHA dang it i wish i wasnt so shy. I wish last year had been better cause i wouldnt be like this if it werent for last years depression era. But hey ill get over this sooner or later. RAZOR SCOOTER!!! I hate those things. My sister broke her pinky on one...... HAHAHAHAHAHA i hate breaking stuff. Broke my nose and my ankle. While which both the things that ended up in me breaking bones where VERY VERY STUPID. I always do stupid stuff. Im kinda a stupid child. Someone today asked me today if i was in 9th grade again... i was like NO WAY. he was like DANG YOU WHERE DUMBER THEN ME LAST YEAR AND I FAILED HOW DID YOU NOT??? SHOCKING!! VERY SHOCKING! ok well my mom is calling me for dinner... i dont want to eat. she will think im going even more crazy if i dont eat. She thinks something is wrong with me... she keeps asking whats wrong. I wont tell her. But im out
dying,
Your Little Defect