I've failed all of you...
I know you've noticed a mild difference in me lately...and if you haven't...then I was right all along...I can't change who i am deep down...and this is something that's been brooding in me for a while now...well, no matter how hard i've tried...i can't change...i'll give you some examples...
I still unintentionally "ignore" you
I'm not a good enough brother for either of you
I may be a close friend, but i treat you as less
I once said nothing can save me to only you...i couldn't have been any more right...
You've tried to help, and i've only noticed now
You kept me sane, and i've treated you as i view myself...shit
You stare at me with longing and intent...and a love in your heart that makes me question everything i do...
When you look at me, you can see everything about me...and its so very painful...that's why i get bitter...
The time we spend together...even if i'm not next to you, i cherish...
I cried today...because i came to realize what i had done to you...
For all but the last, i am sorry...i have misplaced your trust and confidence within me, and for that, i don't deserve what i have with you...any of you...
I still unintentionally "ignore" you
I'm not a good enough brother for either of you
I may be a close friend, but i treat you as less
I once said nothing can save me to only you...i couldn't have been any more right...
You've tried to help, and i've only noticed now
You kept me sane, and i've treated you as i view myself...shit
You stare at me with longing and intent...and a love in your heart that makes me question everything i do...
When you look at me, you can see everything about me...and its so very painful...that's why i get bitter...
The time we spend together...even if i'm not next to you, i cherish...
I cried today...because i came to realize what i had done to you...
For all but the last, i am sorry...i have misplaced your trust and confidence within me, and for that, i don't deserve what i have with you...any of you...