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As i slash through the thick, freezing air, a gentle thought grazes my mind in the midst of emptiness and absolute calm...and it couldn't have come through at a better time...
The sound of the metal as it fell from my hands and stabbed the earth to my side was almost the same as what you'd expect the sound of a heart breaking for the first time...
The the cold shook me as it had yet to, but with more of an edge to it...as if, being true to myself and others was wrong and i was being asked to leave the area...
As i reached down for my steel, firmly planted in the ground, it fell away from grasp, as if asking me to leave it as well to itself...
I couldn't figure it out...and i never will...i have been abandoned...by some in my family, by some of my friends...embraced by my enemies, and disreguarded by my steel...there is nothing for me anymore...save that which i still cling to with bleeding fingers...but that will slip in time too...
To those who have read this...i'm sorry to have wasted your time...i just needed to bring this to the front...
The sound of the metal as it fell from my hands and stabbed the earth to my side was almost the same as what you'd expect the sound of a heart breaking for the first time...
The the cold shook me as it had yet to, but with more of an edge to it...as if, being true to myself and others was wrong and i was being asked to leave the area...
As i reached down for my steel, firmly planted in the ground, it fell away from grasp, as if asking me to leave it as well to itself...
I couldn't figure it out...and i never will...i have been abandoned...by some in my family, by some of my friends...embraced by my enemies, and disreguarded by my steel...there is nothing for me anymore...save that which i still cling to with bleeding fingers...but that will slip in time too...
To those who have read this...i'm sorry to have wasted your time...i just needed to bring this to the front...