Screaming and crying, wading in depression...and all i can do is grab my oar and move the fuck along
I'm taking time away from everything...yes everything...to find myself...and with the last goodbye said comes this resounding voice that gets louder and louder...telling me, no, ordering me to go back and say, "just kidding"...but i can't...it hurts...it really does...this...this is my last thoughts before i take off to find myself...and to fix all that is wrong within me...I'm overly selfish, conceaded, egotistical, arogant, rude, obnoxious, greedy, jealous, envious, bipolar(new name for Manic Depression)...that about covers it...oh wait...cruel, heartless, decieveing, and just a bit on the crazy side...other than that...i'm fine...so...most of this can be fixed...without medication...and thats what i'll be working on...and with the recent chaos...it'll be a good breather from reality as a whole...
Now...all i ask is just a few things from my friends and family...please respect them and pass this on to those that don't know please:
I will not accept calls...if anything goes wrong, my phonebook will be called...no worries...
I will only be leaving AIM on in case of Emergencies only...emergencies do not involve check ups, game related questions or concerns, or hanging out...
I will not be accepting visitors under any circumstances...ignorance or loss of thoughts is unacceptable...
My parents will not under any circumstances be letting anyone in to say hi or for any reason...this is to be perfectly clear...they will not let you in...
My phone will not be answered under any circumstances...if its an emergancy leave a voicemail...and only in an emergency...non-emergancy calls will result in blocking your number...no if's an's or but's...
Please...follow these and i'll be back so fast you'd think i was only sick...
Please...i don't ask much...i just need time...give me that...thats all i ask...
Now...all i ask is just a few things from my friends and family...please respect them and pass this on to those that don't know please:
I will not accept calls...if anything goes wrong, my phonebook will be called...no worries...
I will only be leaving AIM on in case of Emergencies only...emergencies do not involve check ups, game related questions or concerns, or hanging out...
I will not be accepting visitors under any circumstances...ignorance or loss of thoughts is unacceptable...
My parents will not under any circumstances be letting anyone in to say hi or for any reason...this is to be perfectly clear...they will not let you in...
My phone will not be answered under any circumstances...if its an emergancy leave a voicemail...and only in an emergency...non-emergancy calls will result in blocking your number...no if's an's or but's...
Please...follow these and i'll be back so fast you'd think i was only sick...
Please...i don't ask much...i just need time...give me that...thats all i ask...