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i'm sorry but i don't know if i can do this anymore. i can barely think straight anymore. i can not deal with being overwhelmed. it's so painful. and everything i ever felt just comes piling onto me and its too much. i am depressed. i have all the symptoms. nothing is going right. i just want to cry all the time and it seems that even that just makes it worse. there isn't even anybody around that i feel i can talk to because i'm bad with words and it would never come out right. my parents, they have no idea. i'm sorry...just so sorry.
i'm sorry but i don't know if i can do this anymore. i can barely think straight anymore. i can not deal with being overwhelmed. it's so painful. and everything i ever felt just comes piling onto me and its too much. i am depressed. i have all the symptoms. nothing is going right. i just want to cry all the time and it seems that even that just makes it worse. there isn't even anybody around that i feel i can talk to because i'm bad with words and it would never come out right. my parents, they have no idea. i'm sorry...just so sorry.