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"Even if your heart's not exactly shattered at the moment, it has no doubt been so at some time in the past. I invite you to feel a wave of sadness about your suffering, then move on to this possibility: that having a broken heart is one of the best things that can happen to you ( Read more... )

ignoring life.

i am a terrible investment.

cool. $10,000 hospital bill.

and i'm so emotionally exhausted the only word i can use right now is done.

oh yeah and i have a kidney infection.

so the shittiest part about not being able to write a measly 500-word essay about why every cell in your body deserves to be hired for this college-level teaching position because you're qualified as fuck and that other girl applying for it is painfully rude and will ruin young poets' lives if she gets the job is realizing that if chosen, you'll be ( Read more... )

to hunker, to bend down, to kneel. to heart howl: to surrender and to allow ( Read more... )

why have i been feeling so overwhelmed these past few months? how do i prioritize? why does nothing get scratched off my to-do list? i have no energy for anything.