Hope you gotta big trunk.. cuz im gonna put my bike in it.

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welll.... i dont knoww. brandon calls me.. i dont want to talk to him. i dont need to keep thinking theres a chance and i want him back.. hes gone from being my best friend to being an enemy.. he talks to me like im 10. so .. i dont need him.. if this is how he treats everyone.. he doesnt deserve to even have friends.. at all. i hope to god.. that i will never be one of em. i dont know if im getting better.. or just gettin used to the pain. who knows. wes picked me up last night. nothing special.. just rode around.. i told him what was up and what not.... hes so much cooler as a friend.. thats it. we drove like 80 million miles down river trail.. wherever the hell that goes. i liked gettin my mind off of brandon and shit at home. so i didnt tell him i had to be home... i was 2 hours late. it was worth it.. cuz that was two hours that i woulda been sittin home crying or throwing anything brandon touched away. cuz i seriously hate brandon.. he treats me like shit.. i may do things wrong.. but he doesnt have to treat me like he does. so screw him. i dont need him, nor any guy, to make me happy. ill get over it. i dont care no more.. i like hanging out with steph alot.. thats one nutty chick. her and jo are just... cool. shes happy. im happy for her. i like going places cuz she lets me drive.. and doesnt treat me like a little 6 year old like my parents do. and they dont let me driver neither..
i turned in my application for the casino today. there was a cute ol' lady in there that knows my cousin.. and she loves me and my cousin.. i dont know her name.. forgot it. but shes all smiley and cute! haha. when i get old.. im growing my hair long and im gonna die it.. cuz how many old women got long hair.. and DIED hair.. come on. well.. piece of steak bitches.. im out