Jan 07, 2007 04:09
something said on Scrubs tonight made me think. Braff is a guy we can relate to. the show is sort of on auto-pilot in the background while the cast members interact with each other, like a random employee will walk by in the background or something will happen. i'm going to start watching the background to see if people ever do funny shit they shouldn't. i bet it happens.
but, what was said. what made me think even more. Braff's character says, "I like Grey's Anatomy, it's like they're living out our lives." or something to that effect.
and if you think about it, he's right. Scrubs is only the way i would like to see life if i was another human being, in a slightly less rule-stricken world. it's like it's living out my life while i sit on the couch and zone out for awhile,
sucked into the master switch.
oh well. beyond good and evil.
i was walking back from lindsey's and i saw this cop come out of an unmarked van, and he looked back towards some other car and nodded, and he was walking across the street to the right of me. the car he nodded to starts to pull out, and i had to go by it, and it was pulling out really slow. then when i got down the road to my place, there's this really dark SUV parked out front with really tinted windows and it's all dark navy blue. i go into my place and lock the door, quickly get rid of whatever illegal things i had in my apartment, and moved on. but i hear people knocking on doors, and i was waiting for them to get to mine. well it did knock, but it was just my friend josh. he stayed over for a while and we played lots of video games and beat two of them.
and i heard a crash upstairs. i don't know if it's what i think it is, but it sounded like a wall went out or something. could be bad, yeah. i'll have to see tomorrow.
but i'm still kickin it.
while i was at lindsey's, i couldn't stop moving. it was like i had that disease that michael j. fox has. it went away when i got back here, but i noticed that the more aware of it i become, the more it shows itself. so if i'm nervous and it starts, then it just keeps getting worse because i keep getting more and more nervous and i can see myself shake. i'm sort of scared, actually.
maybe it's just more paranoid shit but, i'm a paranoid android.
everyone gets in tomorrow though. i have to go talk to the counselors and shit to get my funds situated, and my classes fixed up. that's a whole other story.
i also gave too much to that bum.
and my fish died.
i killed a spider today.
bad karma, maybe?
i wish i could just go back to being a bodhisattva. it's rough living. i'm just scared i'll have another one of those panic attack sort of things, if i start getting on that kick. maybe i'll just meditate on it for a while, and not think about it when i'm not meditating.
rough scratches on a worn-out back;
free me from these chains