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why are there funyons on my floor? i don't even eat funyons. i have no idea how long those have been there.
you know, for someone so basic, i'm pretty damn complicated.
it matters not where i've gone, but where i am.
nor live on tomorrow's shoulder, already marching ahead.
i think unborn thoughts.
( that was a lot harder to get out than it looks ) . . .
go down. go down now, go down.
i just need to get a few things off my chest. i really have to stop partying so damn much, because i'm spending all my money on it so fast. i'm sick of this shit and i need to stop doing it so damn much. i might have skated by tomorrow with my dad not going to work and stopping by here and me having spent all my money he gave me saying "don't spend it on one night of partying", BUT SKATING BY DOESN'T ALWAYS HAPPEN.
i have to get my shit straight this semester. i need to, my dad sort of put it into perspective. if i don't listen to their stupid academic teachings, i'll not be able to listen to anyone else's and will never have the job that i really want. i don't want to be living on the street like a bum, and i'm too lazy to work myself up the ladder because what if i fall? i want to be in a good job with lots of money to make me happy. money keeps people alive, i can't live on nothing any more. i have to try, or i'll never make it.
all i'm looking for is to get a rest. every night will be that. i have to buckle down and not rest so much. too much of one thing is not a good thing, you know?
adam 1.1: Jesus didn't always rap about God
you know, for someone so basic, i'm pretty damn complicated.
it matters not where i've gone, but where i am.
nor live on tomorrow's shoulder, already marching ahead.
i think unborn thoughts.
( that was a lot harder to get out than it looks ) . . .
go down. go down now, go down.
i just need to get a few things off my chest. i really have to stop partying so damn much, because i'm spending all my money on it so fast. i'm sick of this shit and i need to stop doing it so damn much. i might have skated by tomorrow with my dad not going to work and stopping by here and me having spent all my money he gave me saying "don't spend it on one night of partying", BUT SKATING BY DOESN'T ALWAYS HAPPEN.
i have to get my shit straight this semester. i need to, my dad sort of put it into perspective. if i don't listen to their stupid academic teachings, i'll not be able to listen to anyone else's and will never have the job that i really want. i don't want to be living on the street like a bum, and i'm too lazy to work myself up the ladder because what if i fall? i want to be in a good job with lots of money to make me happy. money keeps people alive, i can't live on nothing any more. i have to try, or i'll never make it.
all i'm looking for is to get a rest. every night will be that. i have to buckle down and not rest so much. too much of one thing is not a good thing, you know?
adam 1.1: Jesus didn't always rap about God