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YUCKKK...
Im cursed..i swear i am..
This week has been full of cruddy incdents...
Like smashing my fingers in the garage door...
and missing school to go to the doctor to get my stupid fingers taped together..pointless.
..which i took the tape off later cuz it didnt help..
After mom tells the nurse that im prolly just trying to miss class..
Which is not only embarassing (and untrue)..but made me feel like crap that i smashed my stupid fingers in the garage door in the first place.
And missing the whole..giving cake to kaitlyn...:(
And now they still hurt...like fricking headaches in each one of em.
And i keep seeing death and tragity all around me...its awful.
And its kreepy...and stupid.
But i keep thinking that maybe im going to die..
or someone is..
Cuz i cant get death off my mind.
Maybe its just cuz J.J. died...
but i didnt act this way when carol died..and i actually knew her..
Or perhaps the rapture is comming...
Oh, Dear Lord...i pray that your taking care of things..and people..and whatever.
Blerg.
And..i dunno..
Boohoo.
:P
G'Night.
Im cursed..i swear i am..
This week has been full of cruddy incdents...
Like smashing my fingers in the garage door...
and missing school to go to the doctor to get my stupid fingers taped together..pointless.
..which i took the tape off later cuz it didnt help..
After mom tells the nurse that im prolly just trying to miss class..
Which is not only embarassing (and untrue)..but made me feel like crap that i smashed my stupid fingers in the garage door in the first place.
And missing the whole..giving cake to kaitlyn...:(
And now they still hurt...like fricking headaches in each one of em.
And i keep seeing death and tragity all around me...its awful.
And its kreepy...and stupid.
But i keep thinking that maybe im going to die..
or someone is..
Cuz i cant get death off my mind.
Maybe its just cuz J.J. died...
but i didnt act this way when carol died..and i actually knew her..
Or perhaps the rapture is comming...
Oh, Dear Lord...i pray that your taking care of things..and people..and whatever.
Blerg.
And..i dunno..
Boohoo.
:P
G'Night.