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Been a long time since I rock and rolled... been a long time since I updated.
Okay. So.
Worked about 10 hours today, but it wasn't bad. We have a new permanent helper, a HUGE black guy named Demarco. He's like, 6'4", and 220 pounds, I would guess. He's cool tho, doesn't know shit about installing carpet lol.
It snowed today. Well, flurried. CRAZY. It was mad cold all day today, and windier than shit.
I have a guitar lesson tonight at 8:30, and am going to the Modern Exchange tonight (I think) with Dave Bittner and probably Mike Warlick. Should be interesting. A bunch of indie bands are playing.
Hung out with Mizy almost all day yesterday. It was nice to see her. She has her cousin over right now, from Ohio, whom she loves dearly. Her away message says "I don't need anything :-)," she is probably sitting at home around her kitchen table, with her family, smiling and being happy. That makes me happy to know.
I had White Castle today after work. Seven burgers, two fries, and one coke later, my insides feel like someone sprayed WD-40 in them. But man it was good.
I'm starting to feel in control of my life. Last night, I was going to bed, and all these worrys came over me like usual, and I cut through the crap in my head and said to myself "Wait... I have it under control. I'm doing what I can." And I felt fine.
I have realized how afraid I am to leave everyone and go to Boston. It feels like breaking up, with everyone I know. I hope I can do it. And don't say "You know I can," because you don't. I hope someone throws me a going away party. I will cry my eyes out in front of everyone.
Thanksgiving should be pretty normal, like it always is lol. Thanksgiving is the absolute most static holiday ever. It's always the same, every year, always. When I get my own house and family, Thanksgiving is gonna be shook up. Like, one year we'll have pinatas, one year we'll have a pizza buffet instead of turkey and what-not, one year we'll all get absolutely trashed, kids and pets included.
Okay, that's my update, happy?
Leave me comments... if you want. That's a pointless thing to say, because if you wanted to, you would, and I wouldn't have to tell you. I guess I'm just "reminding" you.
Okay. So.
Worked about 10 hours today, but it wasn't bad. We have a new permanent helper, a HUGE black guy named Demarco. He's like, 6'4", and 220 pounds, I would guess. He's cool tho, doesn't know shit about installing carpet lol.
It snowed today. Well, flurried. CRAZY. It was mad cold all day today, and windier than shit.
I have a guitar lesson tonight at 8:30, and am going to the Modern Exchange tonight (I think) with Dave Bittner and probably Mike Warlick. Should be interesting. A bunch of indie bands are playing.
Hung out with Mizy almost all day yesterday. It was nice to see her. She has her cousin over right now, from Ohio, whom she loves dearly. Her away message says "I don't need anything :-)," she is probably sitting at home around her kitchen table, with her family, smiling and being happy. That makes me happy to know.
I had White Castle today after work. Seven burgers, two fries, and one coke later, my insides feel like someone sprayed WD-40 in them. But man it was good.
I'm starting to feel in control of my life. Last night, I was going to bed, and all these worrys came over me like usual, and I cut through the crap in my head and said to myself "Wait... I have it under control. I'm doing what I can." And I felt fine.
I have realized how afraid I am to leave everyone and go to Boston. It feels like breaking up, with everyone I know. I hope I can do it. And don't say "You know I can," because you don't. I hope someone throws me a going away party. I will cry my eyes out in front of everyone.
Thanksgiving should be pretty normal, like it always is lol. Thanksgiving is the absolute most static holiday ever. It's always the same, every year, always. When I get my own house and family, Thanksgiving is gonna be shook up. Like, one year we'll have pinatas, one year we'll have a pizza buffet instead of turkey and what-not, one year we'll all get absolutely trashed, kids and pets included.
Okay, that's my update, happy?
Leave me comments... if you want. That's a pointless thing to say, because if you wanted to, you would, and I wouldn't have to tell you. I guess I'm just "reminding" you.