Note to self: Get professional help!
Okay, had a weird dream the other night and it's still bugging me.
In the dream a close friend of mine had died several months ago. Her boyfriend had moved to Florida and was working with me at my job. After awhile we started having a relationship (sex). It was strangely comforting, because he was her boyfriend, he was a connection to my friend for me, and vice versa for him. All the while I was feeling guilty, as if I was betraying her memory by being with him.
I woke up feeling guilty and generally icky. I still haven't quite shaken the ick factor on it. Sometimes I wonder where in the hell my brain comes up with these things.
In the dream a close friend of mine had died several months ago. Her boyfriend had moved to Florida and was working with me at my job. After awhile we started having a relationship (sex). It was strangely comforting, because he was her boyfriend, he was a connection to my friend for me, and vice versa for him. All the while I was feeling guilty, as if I was betraying her memory by being with him.
I woke up feeling guilty and generally icky. I still haven't quite shaken the ick factor on it. Sometimes I wonder where in the hell my brain comes up with these things.