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Well lets see so much as been going on here. Busy busy busy. my brother, his girlfriend and her sister are supposed to be here tonight. i have really been looking forward to that.
But on a sad note one of my best friends posted a journal entry the other day the bothered me a little. She moved and i know she has been really depressed, so i thought talking to me would make it worse. that and i know there is a time difference (not sure how much)and she got a job at night and i've been afraid to call her. What if she's asleep? I don't want to wake her up from the little sleep she might get. Anyway she has miss understood my not talking to her. she thinks she is losing her friends here and i have tried. I post comments on her myspace, i send her messages but i never hear anything back. What i am supposed do? i don't want to lose her, i love her like a sister. But it also bothers me that she doesn't know me will enough to understand why i wasn't calling. I truly did think it would be easier on her. I guess i was wrong but i was looking at it as if i was in her shoes.
But on a sad note one of my best friends posted a journal entry the other day the bothered me a little. She moved and i know she has been really depressed, so i thought talking to me would make it worse. that and i know there is a time difference (not sure how much)and she got a job at night and i've been afraid to call her. What if she's asleep? I don't want to wake her up from the little sleep she might get. Anyway she has miss understood my not talking to her. she thinks she is losing her friends here and i have tried. I post comments on her myspace, i send her messages but i never hear anything back. What i am supposed do? i don't want to lose her, i love her like a sister. But it also bothers me that she doesn't know me will enough to understand why i wasn't calling. I truly did think it would be easier on her. I guess i was wrong but i was looking at it as if i was in her shoes.