Aug 25, 2003 05:33
im tired, but i cant fall alseep. i hate it when this happens. but i took pictures last night. dont count on me posting them. dont count on me showing them to anybody.
im real sleepy. i hate it how i cant fall asleep at night. but im just in time for the sun to rise. (: i like to watch the sun rising. just like how i guess i like being up all night. its really the only time i have to myself. to be alone. yet, as much as i love it... i fear it so much as well. im very afraid of being alone with myself. its terrifying. i think i am the greatest hazard to myself. and to you.